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so this is all how it started, i had my period at april 9 and ended around april 14. i had unprotected sex with my boyfriend around april 25. he accidentally spilled everything inside me, since i'm just a minor, i asked my friend whose already taking pills (same age as me, 16) what to do. she gave me trust pills and instructed me to take 4 pills and 4 pills again after 12 hours to prevent pregnancy. after i took the pills, i had all the pregnancy symptoms which is normal. sabi niya, my period will either be too early or delayed. i waited and waited hoping i'd have my period atleast kahit days late lang. she also told me, pag 1 week delayed i better take pregnancy test. i waited for two weeks because i'm too afraid to take test. i asked my boyfriend to buy me atleast 3 pregnancy test, 180 each ang isa. i wanted the expensive ones para sure talaga..and all the 3 tests went positive. when i told him i was pregnant, he was too happy. well, i'm not. He knew we couldn't keep it. We couldnt keep it not because we wanted to remain "pure" in people's eyes. we couldn't because i can't afford to disappoint my parents this time. i'm currently in law school located in manila and my boyfriend is currently studying in an aviation school.

Finding out about Ms. Ella:
she's 100% legit and trustworthy, if you're going to buy, let her know. i noticed that her replies are too short maybe because she's also working somewhere. i paid the amount of 3500 kasi almost 4 months na yung baby ko. after i paid through 7-11, hours later may tracking number na. nung nakuha ko na, it was hidden.

Procedure: 1st dose, nahirapan ako ipasok. ps, i did everything alone. onting cramps and low fever palang. second dose, medyo tolerable and low fever pa din. then third dose came along, nastuck sya sa vagina ko. tinetext ko na si mam ella kasi wala na talaga sa time. sabi nya its okay kasi mag memelt, so i waited 1 hour and still, nandun pa din. i was crying the whole night. 3 hours later may pumutok sa vagina ko sobrang dami at first akala ko dugo na, then tubig lang pala. after nun, di na ako nakatulog sa sobrang sakit ng puson ko. paikot ikot na ako sa kama, 2 hours later may parang bumukol sa puson ko then natatae feeling. i went to the cr then onting ire lang,lumabas na sya. mahaba ang legs nya pero di sya recognizable as baby. then the placenta came along. 30 minutes ako sa cr. malakas mens ko after that pero ngayon 3 days nakalipas, pawala na ang mens.

PS. i know im too young to have abortion, but i'm also too young to be a parent. this is my personal choice and opinion. i am not proud about this whole experience. but i thought, i'm not mentally, physically and emotionally ready for this. and this is my body and my choice. i don't want myself to be tied up in a responsibility wherein i wasn't ready.

PPS: the title goes "Nearly impossible experience" because i had an ovarian cyst 6 years ago and was told that i wont be capable of having a child of my own. ive been sexually active with my boyfriend for 2 years. no condom, no pills. just a pull out method. first time lang sa loob, at ayun i got pregnant agad. and in those 4 whole months of pregnancy, i never had a pregnancy symptoms and didnt even gain weight. i was 42 kilos then and still am.