Hello. I decided to abort my baby since I'm not ready yet/. I'm doing sex with my boyfriend without contraceptive cause I know how it works naman. I am a License teacher major in Science that's why I have a little back ground.
I figure out I was pregnant when I missed my period late May. I took a PT and it came positive. Tried another one to make sure but still the same. I told my boyfriend right away. We're both scared, but he somehow is happy, ako din naman. But, whenever I look at him, I always feel bad for him because I know how hard it is to start a family. My parents didn't want him for me in the first pace so I'm also worried that they will not accept and love the baby. That's why I decided to abort.
I took Cyto kit, though afford ko yung mife kasi I lack in reading. If only I knew that mife will be more effective, yun sana kinuha ko.
I got the parcel a day after I paid Ms. Ella.
But I started to take it a week after because it's my day off.
I started fating from 12 to 6 PM. No crackers or anything in between.
6 PM - 7 PM - First dose (Normal)
8 PM - 3rd dose. Medyo kaya pa. Pero na poop na ako dito since hindi ko na mapigilan. Dun ko nakita na may blood na.
9 PM - Na poop ulit ako. May sumamang malaki na blood clot. As in nakita ko sya mahulog. But I don't know kung yun na ba yun since nahalo na sya sa poop. After that, 2 am na ako ulit umihi. May nakita akong jelly like na naka laylay sa v ko. I don't know kung ano yun but sabi nila, wag ko daw hilahin so I waited for it na mahulog nalang.
Day 2. (Light bleeding more on spotting lang sya) Nag gym ako, Nag laba and nag rest na. Hindi ako nakahigda, nakaupo lang.
3 PM: Nag motor kami ng boyfriend ko. He didn't know that I did the procedure kasi ayokong idamay sya sa kasalanan na ginawa ko. It breaks my heart whenever he kiss my belly and talk to our baby, without knowing if he/she's still there.
7 PM. Nag light bleeding ako. Nag worry bf but I told him that it's normal.
Day 3 ko palang now. Walang bleeding kaya I don't know if it was a success or not. Will update again soon.
