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Hi peeps! I go by the name Anaya.
So, I would like to share my experience here as this is one of my remedy especially during those rough times.
This day is my Day 8, and I'm currently recovering from the loss, pain, agony and recovering from the memory that will forever torment me.
Pangalawang abortion ko na to. Masakit isipin, at masakit gawin syempre pero hindi pa talaga ako ready given na mahirap yung sitwasyon ko. Sabi ko nung una di na mauulit pero wala, nandito na naman ako. This is the last, not until I'm ready to face that chapter. So guyyyys, safe sex and kung kaya consult with an ob to discuss your options on havinga birth control. Okie?
Anyhooow,
I bought a mife kit from Miss Ella, first and 2nd at kung mag third pa ko sa kanya ko pa rin pipiliing bumili. HIghly recommended. Professional at accommodating.
Also, if magpapa abort ako I suggest you take Mife Kit instead of Cyto Kit. Why? Mife pill with miso pills is the best combination to terminate a pregnancy successfully. Pag cyto kit kasi, may chances na may natitira pa eh delikado yun at irerequire mo sarili mong magparaspa. Oo, mura. But dont just take chances you need to be sure since illegal dito ang pagpapalaglag. You are risking yourself dear. Its your choice though.
I claimed the parcel last September 3. I did the procedure by September 5.
Day 1 - Mife pill
No side effects or anything. Normal lang
Day 2 - Miso Dose
Kinakabahan ako sa day na to kasi ito yung araw na sising sisi ka kasi nabuntis ka, na dapat di mo naman nararanasan to, yung mga ganong bagay.
First dose, normal cramps, no side effects yet.
Then normal cramps with rising fever and chills. Ayaw na ayaw ko yung chills talaga.
Heavy cramps but tolerable yung pain para sakin, chills is subsiding na din but fever is still rising.
10pm to 12am - Tolerable and continuous cramps and high fever na akala mo nasa pugon ako
12am - 4th dose and Last. Fever and diarrhea plus Heavy and painful cramps. Hindi ko na to kinakaya. Ito yung time na napapaaray na talaga ako at napapa "Ayaw ko na" Binabantayan ko yung oras and it seemed like forever. You, bedridden, tinitiis yung sakit plus pa yung diarrhea.
Pinilit ko, at minomotivate ko yung sarili ko. Hanggang sa di ko na kinaya. Tumayo na ko by 3:30 at pumunta ng cr. Dahil nagtatae din ako, baba akyat ako ng hagdan kahit risky dahil yung tita ko nasa baba lang natutulog. Nag squat ako because it helps to dilate your cervix more.
By 4am bumaba ako at pumunta ng cr. Umupo ako sa bowl because may diarrhea pa din ako, nagbubuhos din ako ng tubig sa sarili ko to soothe me and comfort me from the pain. I decided to sit on the floor of the bathroom later on since the pain is killing me. Ire lang ng ire. Ibinuka ko yung vagina ko at umire ng napakatagal hanggang sa lumabas na.
I felt okay physically after that. Wala ng cramps, hindi pa lumalabas lahat so I had to bring it all the way upstairs at naupo sa adult diaper to expel everything. It took me 30 minutes to expel the placenta.
Nagligpit ligpit na din ng gamit at mga basura. Binalot ko at nilagay sa shoe box. Nagpahinga ako, dahil lahat masakit. Naktulog ako eventually. Paggising, nawala na yung pamamaga ng mga binti ko at mukha dahil sa pagbubuntis. I spoiled myself from sleep. Kinabukasan nilibing ko na para iwasan ang pangangamoy.
To this day, the scene didn't leave my mind and it will not forever.
Lesson learned.
If you have questions, you want to share your stories here. Feel free to say anything. I'll be with you. Gusto ko kayong damayan at tulungan.
Salamat!
