Me and my BF are just starting out, we are 2 months living in and got me preggy agad. â˜¹ï¸ Second time na ako kinabahan kasi delay mens ko lagi.
Dec 8 - PT TEST : took the risk to have a PT and I tested twice for PT and results are positive. Iba feeling nung nakikita mo na nabubuo yung second line indicating POSITIVE. Di ako makapaniwala and in denial pa ako, so I wanted to see a doctor to make sure.
During this week we searched for small lying in clinics and even ask private doctors sa big hospital on what can we do on my situation, I am not ready to have a child. Pero syempre dito satin where women has less choice, you cannot decide, once you got preggy, you need to be a mom. Even you are financially ready or not.
Dito din ako nagbasabasa ng reviews on saan and pano gagawin para sa successful na procedure.
Dec 12 OB CHECK UP- I got checked by an OB. i was honest with what I want with it and sabi niya be sure muna daw kasi baka naman daw walang heartbeat. She requested for a transVaginal ultrasound week afer since 6weeks palang ako neto. Pero if talagang may heartbeat, wala daw kami magagawa kung hindi ituloy.... of course, as illegal as it is, she cannot help me to do the procedure
Dec 19 - ULTRASOUND DAY. Before ng araw na ito, talagang pinagod ko sarili ko. I went out of town, nagkikilos, puyat, umaasa na di sya magkakaheartbeat. And ayun na nga, may heartbeat sya! Planted on my right ovary. This time lalo lang humirap sitwasyon dahil alam ko na buhay talaga siya
HOLIDAY SEASON CAME- Honestly nahirapan ako, everyone’s too happy and akoproblemado. I can’t have the procedure kasi 2 days sya and may mga dapat kang gawin at bawal kainin on the next days and weeks.
JAN 3 -DAY 1 PROCEDURE : I decided to have my day 1. As per counting I am at 9 weeks, pero by CRL (laki ng embreyo based sa ultrasound) I am at 8 weeks. Took the first dosage, wala naman ako naramdaman. Tumigas lang tyan ko and humilab. I slept soundly pero around 5am nagising ako having cold sweat and sobrang sakit ng tyan. I immediately went sa bathroom to poop. Ok naman ang day 1, sobrang hirap lang ng fasting
Jan 4 - DAY 2 : Sobrang akong takot na takot sa araw na to.
But I came prepared I had heavy breakfast with lots of sweets para may energy ako, di din ako nagpakapagod. 12nn last meal ko and inom water. Bawal na kasi.Day 2 wala naman naramdaman medyo masakit lang. btw, si BF ang nag iinsert sa V ko ng pills and he won’t let me see kung ano man lumalabas sakin. I dont wanna see it as well.
I wore all nights pads pero tagos talaga nagpalit ako ng Menstrual pants parang diaper. Eto pinakamahirap since sobrang sakit.
Nanunuot yung sakit, hindi tumitigil, hindi nawawala. I can feel the pain in my right ovary, since don sya naimplant. Tolerable ang pain, it’s just that hindi kasi nawawala kaya ang hirap, matagal na pagiinda talaga.his time grabe ang bleeding ( tho I cannot see it my BF wont let me see it. Sya nagiinsert ng gamot sakin and nagpapalit ng pads.
Mas mild ang sakit dito and mas tolerable. Nakatulog ako while waiting sa 4am pwedena magpoop, kumain, umihi at magwater.Day 2 - 4am nagwiwi na ako di ko na kaya. And may nilabas ako na buo buo diko na tinignan. May nalaglag din sa floor na buo na reddish/brownish and gray thing. I want to check thiroughly if yun na ba yun, pero yaw na pakita sakin ni BF alam niya kasi lalo lang ako matatakot / malulungkot.
CURRENT: Jan 5 (after 4am) done na with Day 2 procedure. Still having minor cramps. And upset ang stomach ko. Mas konti bleeding unlike kanina. Puno talaga yung diaper.
TIPS:
*nagwiwi na ako and poop before i took the 1st dosage. I think t’s a must para hindi ka mapoop/ihi during the process.
*Make sure na may kasama kayo during the process that will look out for you, mahirap siya it’s a 9-hour painful procedue , kailangan mo din maglibang or mag assist sayo.
*Buy Menstrual Pants / diaper - HINDI siya kaya ng all nights. I bought charmee menstrual pants - ok naman sya so far no leaks
* I got lots of wipes - bawal kasi maligo so feeling ko bawa din magbasa
so wipes muna and tissue*I got liquid proof sapin sa bed para di tumagos sa kutchon yung blood if ever.
***********Will keep you posted on the next days*********
Hoping na successful ang procedure í ½í¹í ¼í¿»
I’ll have PT and TransV once my period is gone.
