Hi,
It's so easy not to say anything again about abortion after taking the medicine, and we all know that this is a sensitive issue. But you need to have someone to talk about this very painful process, not only physically but as a whole (spiritual, psychological and emotional). I also went this process and when I knew Ms. Ella, I was glad I found a legitimate seller. I had sleepless nights, receiving the medicine made me feel better, but it was still a heavy decision to make. Once you decide to abort the baby there is no turning back.
I am not here to condemn (or bad mouth) anyone, but I'm here to advise every pregnant girl/woman, a student/working in the midst of indecision (please have someone to ask for help, one of the members of your family or a friend) and those who had abortion. For those who are determine to stop motherhood, I must admit I was one of you. I had it in my mind that I will be aborting the life in my womb, I just cried hard to the Lord for his mercy and even said sorry to her (my baby) for being weak to stand as a mother. I had it almost 3 months ago, and it would be easier to just stop talking about it and move on. But the reason why I am here rewinding the scenario (which is still emotionally painful) is to tell you that abortion does bring grief and pain and tragically changes you.
I had my regrets with abortion, though I haven't had given myself a chance to see how my baby looked, i have her in my mind. And I will always miss her. Nobody told me that this huge mistake I did will bring enormous pain. I do agree how they call it, the forbidden grief and pain. I believe many can relate to those who underwent abortion. For many if not some, it will take a year or more to heal.
I don't want to dwell on this huge mistake, so I waited on the Lord and surely He did not disappoint me. He is my refuge and He is a faithful Lord despite my unfaithfulness. I do not deserved it but I experienced a miracle of healing last week. He fixed my very scarred emotion and struggling mental health. It is not like nothing was left and i'm not feeling anything but there was forgiveness and peace that passes all understanding. I know, I am still in the process of complete healing but I could say there is a big difference now.
Leiela
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17 My sacrifice [the sacrifice acceptable] to God is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart [broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent], such, O God, You will not despise. Psalm 51:17
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Posted 04 August 2014 - 08:55 PM
kakaorder ko lng po ky ms ella kanina at sa wed ko pa dw mrreceive yung gamot...im 4 mos pregnant na po and she gave me cyto kit ksi nga yun lng yung afford ko..ntatakot po ksi ako help nmn po sa mga naging ex-patient n ms ella gs2 ko lng po tlga ng kausap heto po Fb acount ko add nyu nlng po aku https://www.facebook...zarose.elanggos salamat po 
eLLa_22
Posted 28 May 2014 - 09:24 AM
text me for inquiries sisate elle, what do you recommend for 3months? planning to buy n ako, hinihinty q n lng ung pera.
If you want ng mas sure MIFE KTI yun, it has 98% success rate compare sa CYTO KIT na 92% for genuine meds txt me at 09152858517
Cytotec, Mifepristone and Emergency Pills/ Morning after pill are all available in its blister packaging
choiceisaright
Posted 27 May 2014 - 05:04 PM
for genuine meds txt me at 09152858517
Cytotec, Mifepristone and Emergency Pills/ Morning after pill are all available in its blister packaging
ate elle, what do you recommend for 3months? planning to buy n ako, hinihinty q n lng ung pera.
eLLa_22
Posted 27 May 2014 - 10:39 AM
for genuine meds txt me at 09152858517
Cytotec, Mifepristone and Emergency Pills/ Morning after pill are all available in its blister packaging
Cytotec, Mifepristone and Emergency Pills/ Morning after pill are all available in its blister packaging
