KNOW WHAT? I GET IT. I get the cold feeling sweeping all over your body when you first saw those two lines on a home pregnancy test. The feeling na shit, positive na to cause there could be no false positive (aside from evaporation lines) pagdating sa PT. Tapos although your boyfriend/guy is there with you, and he says he is with you a hundred percent, not really. Cause this is your body, not his. He doesn’t know half of it, the confusion, the dread, the anxiety. AND I KNOW IT IS EXTRA HARD FOR US FILIPINAS, LIVING IN A VERY SERIOUS CATHOLIC COUNTRY THAT FORBIDS ABORTION. “Pro-life†daw kasi tayo. Well, whose life? Yours, a young/adult woman who still has plans and aspirations or the clump of cells’ growing inside you which, for all we know, isn’t even conscious at this point? I KNOW YOU ALL FEEL GUILTY AND SINNING. PERO BE STRONG. Shit happens, and I honestly look up to all of you who found courage and strength to go on with this procedure.
I WAS ROUGHLY 6-7 WEEKS when I did the procedure. I bought a mife kit from Miss Ella (she is legit, reach her at 09152858517. Don’t bug her too much, get straight to the point. She’s a very busy entrepreneur.) NOTE: If you’re still on your first trimester of prgnancy and not sure between the cyto kit and mife kit cause nagttry ka makatipid or whatever, I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE MIFE KIT. Mas okay na yung sure, kesa paulit ulit and magka incomplete abortion ka pa, mas expensive yun, diba? WAG MAGTIPID. THIS IS A VERY DELICATE PROCEDURE AND YOU NEED TO GIVE IT YOUR 100 PERCENT. I followed Miss Ella’s instructions, all of it, except when i failed dun sa part na no pooping til 4 am. After the 2nd dose, I couldn’t hold it in anymore! Trust me, the cramps are pretty much like dysmenorrhea lang, ang mahirap na part is yung diarrhea! I was so anxious that the procedure might have failed. I texted Miss Ella and she said we’ll have to see what happens. I bled heavier than my normal period and with clots too for about 2 weeks, decreasing over time. My boobs started to feel less soreness, until there was none. Di na rin ako ganon ka sleepy all the time. I was waiting for the huge clot that may possibly be the embryo, pero I researched and most likely raw pag 7 weeks below you may not see it. So now, nearly 3 weeks after my procedure, I took a home PT and it’s negative already. I feel so relieved.
I am writing here because this site has been my support system (although I do not post/comment) throughout this scary phase in my life. And I just want to leave everyone on here a message: Don’t be scared, don’t be ashamed. We all make mistakes. And you are all so brave for standing up for your choice. Will it hurt physically? It may vary, but to me only to an extent na medyo mas masakit lang from menstrual cramps. Will it hurt emotionally? Maybe for some. For me, nah. I don’t see a broken woman in me. I see a brave soul who stood up for her choice. So girls, I’m proud of you. Abortion is a delicate procedure, maybe even scary, but ultimately it’s just a strengthening phase in our lives. Be safe next time, ladies!