I wanna share my story kasi reading their stories here really helped me a lot in the process. Im hoping i can help someone thru this.
It wasnt easy. Thats one thing for sure. Ginawa ko lahat sa bahay. Tho walang nakakaalam, i kept myself quiet and planned everything out ahead of time. Araw araw mo ba naman isipin e.
Did a lot of research, hanggang sa nakita ko nga yung positive reviews kay Ella. Contacted her. She sent me the kit. I brought it all the way to US because nagbakasyon lang talaga ako sa PH for holidays. I ordered mife kit, P6000+ because 3 months na yung baby ko. Tho medyo short ako, kailangan ko nang bumili kasi babalik na ako. Jan 8 yung flight ko, Jan 7 ko nakuha yung kit.
DAY 1 Uminom akong mife. Nakafeel ako ng dizziness immediately after I took the pill pero hindi naman malala. After that, wala na akong nafeel.
DAY 2 Nag crackers lang ako, cookies, biscuits, and water. Di ko pa maubos. Idk maybe kinakabahan ako ng sobra sa gagawin ko. Took my first dosage, felt almost nothing after. Nagnenetflix pa nga ako e. 8PM second dosage, mild cramps 5/10 pero super tolerable. I felt this cramps 8/10. Kahit masakit. I had to put it in. This time sobrang sakit na. Tuloy tuloy na cramps 9/10 I cant stay still anymore. I had to keep myself quiet, tho umiiyak na ako sa friend ko habang kausap ko sa phone. Tried sleeping but sobrang sakit. Threw up ng konti, i tried holding it in but di kinaya. I was supposed to put in the last dosage, but I couldnt hold the pain anymore. I ran my way to the bathroom, humiga ako sa tub habang may towel under me. And then i felt something, parang may lumalabas. Not sure if urine but i let it go. Madami sya and hindi ko macontrol so i thought maybe hindi ihi. I was soaked in my own urine, but idc anymore kasi yung cramps 10/10 na. I put in the last dosage. Nakapa ko na yung kamay nya sa loob, but i pushed the pill in anyway. After a few minutes, he came out. I didnt know. Hindi ako umiri. Kusa syang lumabas. But the cord was still inside, and the cramps continue to hurt more and more. Sinubukan ko umiri, para lumabas yung cord but i cant anymore. Wala na akong lakas. I was dehydrated, puyat, gutom, plus extreme cramps. So i waited. After two hours, i tried sitting down. Ang sakit na ng legs ko. Nung umupo ako, triny ko umiri. May lumabas na isang malaking blood clot. It was scary. Never thought id see something like that, sakin pa galing. I noticed connected pa din yung cord so i thought i had to push one more time. I did it and lumabas na yung placenta. After that, nag calm down na yung cramps but the bleeding was really heavy still. Ill be starting my DAY 3 tomorrow and ill see if may lalabas pa. Hindi din ako nakakain agad, parang wala akong gana.
The pain was 10/10 for sure. Im sure kahit gaano kataas expectations nyo hihigit pa dun pag naexperience nyo na. But right now, all I could think of is I will forever regret losing him. I always wanted a boy. And magbabago ako for him. I messed up, and I made him pay for it. I know we have our reasons but, let us not forget na mali to. Kung pwede lang ako na lang mawala.