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[quote name="Leiela" post="1705" timestamp="1410761072"] [color=#800080][sub][b][i]Hi, It's so easy not to say anything again about abortion after taking the medicine, and we all know that this is a sensitive issue. But you need to have someone to talk about this very painful process, not only physically but as a whole (spiritual, psychological and emotional). I also went this process and when I knew Ms. Ella, I was glad I found a legitimate seller. I had sleepless nights, receiving the medicine made me feel better, but it was still a heavy decision to make. Once you decide to abort the baby there is no turning back. I am not here to condemn (or bad mouth) anyone, but I'm here to advise every pregnant girl/woman, a student/working in the midst of indecision (please have someone to ask for help, one of the members of your family or a friend) and those who had abortion. For those who are determine to stop motherhood, I must admit I was one of you. I had it in my mind that I will be aborting the life in my womb, I just cried hard to the Lord for his mercy and even said sorry to her (my baby) for being weak to stand as a mother. I had it almost 3 months ago, and it would be easier to just stop talking about it and move on. But the reason why I am here rewinding the scenario (which is still emotionally painful) is to tell you that abortion does bring grief and pain and tragically changes you. I had my regrets with abortion, though I haven't had given myself a chance to see how my baby looked, i have her in my mind. And I will always miss her. Nobody told me that this huge mistake I did will bring enormous pain. I do agree how they call it, the forbidden grief and pain. I believe many can relate to those who underwent abortion. For many if not some, it will take a year or more to heal. I don't want to dwell on this huge mistake, so I waited on the Lord and surely He did not disappoint me. He is my refuge and He is a faithful Lord despite my unfaithfulness. I do not deserved it but I experienced a miracle of healing last week. He fixed my very scarred emotion and struggling mental health. It is not like nothing was left and i'm not feeling anything but there was forgiveness and peace that passes all understanding. I know, I am still in the process of complete healing but I could say there is a big difference now.[/i][/b][/sub][/color] [color=#FF0000][i][b]Leiela[/b][/i][/color] [color=#4B0082][i][******.here@outlook.com] [/i][/color] [color=#FF0000][i]"saved by the blood of Jesus"[/i][/color] [color=#4B0082][i][url="http://www.rachelsvineyard.org/index.htm"]http://www.rachelsvi...d.org/index.htm[/url] [url="http://afterabortion.org/1999/testimonies-chapter-7-of-the-jericho-plan/"]http://afterabortion...e-jericho-plan/[/url][/i][/color] [color=#000000][font=Arial][size=3][b]17 [/b][/size][/font][/color][color=#000000]My sacrifice [the sacrifice acceptable] to God is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart [broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent], such, O God, You will not despise. Psalm 51:17[/color][/quote]