Replying to Abort or suicide

Salamat mga sis :'(

P.R.A.Y.

naisip ko din yan dati sis bili ka nalang na cyto sis yan din rason ko kya nga bumili ako ayaw ko ng mgka baby

I am very devastated ryt now, stress, depress, lahat na, i am also near in killing myself, i cant continue this, plshelp me,i need someone to talk to. Yes, i am.suicidal now. But im.still hoping n mtpos n tong gnwa kong kggahan yes, ksalanan to. But ive left with no choice. My only hope is ms. Angela, i dont know wif im going to take cyto as i am going 3 months. I am really depress ryt now.. Money is hard for i have already 2kids, and i dont want to have any. Pls sna mtulungan nyo ako.