I wrote this as I was undergoing day 2 procedure, from the time I took the first tab until the last few hours I could no longer stay awake sa sobrang pagod.

About 15-20 mins after taking the first tab, warm feeling around my vagina, yung feeling na may dysmenorrhea, and pressure on both sides of my pelvis. I have spotting, dark brown discharge from my internal bleeding came out but no fresh blood yet.

After 1 hour, pressure around my uterus and lower back is doubled and a bit painful, yung feeling na mejo mas matinding dysmenorrhea, a bit feeling of wanting to poop, cramps in my uterus because of the contraction. A bit more discharges passed but still no fresh blood.

After 1 hour 30 mins, I feel more cramps on my uterus. Parang may dumadagan at pumipindot sa puson ko pababa, para akong na pin down sa bed habang nakahiga. May konting kirot from time to time. Nag stay lang ako sa isang position so I dont feel the pain or pressure as much. I feel a bit like pooping pero kaya pa naman. I also feel a bit nauseous parang gusto kong masuka. The bleeding is light but spontaneous.

After 2 hours, cramps is worst than dysmenorrhea, I feel like I am in labor, for 2 mins I would feel excruciating pain then about 1 min with less pain.

After 2 hours 30 mins, I started to have chills. The pain doesn’t stop. The urge to poop is worst than ever, pain spread out hanggan thigh and stomach.

After 3 hours, I felt a gush of blood came out. Pain is still there and more cramps.

After 3 hours 20 mins, more pain and cramps, feeling ko may pinupuputol sa loob ng uterus ko.

After 3 hours 35 mins, I felt like my water broke, parang may sumabog na bag of water sa loob ng uterus ko. Still had cramps pero mejo nabawasan na yung pain after few minutes.

After 4 hours, still having cramps.

5 hours after the procedure, I didn’t use the last 2 tabs. I felt the urge to pee, I can’t hold it any longer. Pagpasok ko ng cr I decided to do it in the shower just in case lumabas si baby. In deed when I peed after a huge blood clot twice the size of my fist passed then sumunod na sa baby. But our biggest worry this time, we’re not so sure kung nasan ang placenta kung nailabas ko na ba or hindi pa. I sent Ms. Ella a txt message and sent her a photo on messenger. I’m still waiting for her response. I still have pain in my uterus and continuously bleeding lightly. I didn’t feel anymore cramps after this. I thought it’s done, the pain will go away. I didn’t feel any pain or cramps for about 30 mins.

Cramps started again but this time it was excruciating pain worse than the pain I felt at the beginning of the procedure. The painful cramps lasted until 2:12 am, I felt a blood clot pass, I felt some cramps but the pain is just too much.

2:31 more blood came out.
2:36 cramps with excruciating pain.
3:00 went to pee, clot passed, still having excruciating painful.

I would fall asleep for few minutes then wake up from the severe pain, yung feeling na may pumipiga sa uterus mo sa loob, halos magsisigaw ako sa sakit, it would last for 2 to 3 mins, then I would fall back to sleep dahil sa pagod, halos hindi ko na madilat and mga mata ko at halos wala nakong boses, umuungol nalang ako sa sakit. Yung partner ko wala ding tulog kaka asikaso sakin. He would insist that we should go to the emergency kc nga I don’t look ok anymore, but I said kaya ko pa, kakayanin ko pa mawawala din to, pero gusto ko nang mag collapse sa sobrang pagod at hilo pati gutom. I ask for some crackers but I can’t stay seating more than a minute dahil sa cramps, I would start moaning again dahil sa tindi ng pain. While this is happening, he would search about it online, he found out that this is supposed to be normal after an abortion.

“Uterine cramping is normal after any kind of abortion; the main way that your uterus controls bleeding is to contract, squeezing the blood vessels shut. Heavy bleeding can occur if your uterus relaxes too much (uterine atony) or if some fetal or placental tissue is retained in the uterus (incomplete abortion)..”

We were still concerned after reading about this because we’re not sure if my placenta passed with my blood or still inside my uterus. This painful ordeal went on from 12:30 am until 7:45 am then a clot passed. After this I felt relieved, no more painful cramps, I fell asleep the whole morning.

legit po ba si ms ella? na scam po ako kahapon sa benedict benetiz almost 6k natangay

Oo legit si Ms. Ella. Nung nakita ko name nya na mention sa ibang website na legit, hinanap namin sya agad. Successful yung Mife kit na binili ko sa kanya.

Nararamdaman ko yung nararamdaman mo sis. Wala din akong ginawa kundi umiyak at walang katapusang guilt. 3 months preggy ako. 2nd day ko na ng procedure today, almost done nako. Sobrang iyak ko kaninang umaga nung nag check ako online kung anong size nya na at anong part ng katawan nya ang buo na, kasing laki na sya ng lemon so kelangan naming pagisipan kung anong gagawin pag labas nya.

One of the hardest part ng procedure ay yung pagplanuhan kung saan namin sya ilalagay pag labas nya. Alam mo yung feeling na buhay pa si baby sa loob ng tyan pero pinagpaplanuhan nyo na kung pano sya ililibing after? Sobrang gusto kong humagulgol at isipin na sana hindi nalang ganito, pero tulad ng sinabi mo, huli na ang lahat, di na pwedeng umatras kc nasimulan ko na uminom ng mife tab nung first day. Nag usap kame ng bf ko at tulad ng mga nababasa ko dito sa forums, ilalagay namin sya sa paso at tatamnan ko nung favorite ko na bulaklak. Hinding hindi ko din makakalimutan ang baby ko humihingi ako ng tawad sa kanya. Mahal na mahal namin sya kahit hindi namin sya binigyan ng pagkakataong mabuhay.

Masakit isipin na nagawa natin to, pero meron tayong kanya kanyang dahilan kung bakit. At wala ding may karapatang manghusga satin. Ang importante ay hindi na natin ulitin ang ganitong bagay. Mag pray lang tayo kay God and ask for His forgiveness.

Good luck sayo sis and God bless.

Alam ko after taking the mife tab on the first day, wala na talagang atrasan kc may effect na yung kay baby, it can already cause deformities sa kanya. But today on my second day of the procedure, is the hardest part for me.

I woke up at 7am, kinakabahan ako, it is a very emotional day for me. Hindi ko miwasan maka feel ng matinding guilt, akala ko na i labas ko na lahat ng naramdaman kong guilt, lungkot at bigat ng loob, hindi pa pala. Mas mahirap ngayon kc kelangan ko nang isipin mismo kung pano sya unti unting maaabort sa katawan ko.

Ang hirap humingi ng tawad kay baby at sabihin sa kanya na mahal na mahal ko sya, na mahal na mahal namin sya ng daddy nya while we’re making sure na maging succesful yung abortion. Kahit ilang luha pa iiyak ko hindi mapapawi ang sobra sobrang kalungkutan. Sorry anak...

I took mife tab yesterday on my first day of the procedure. Mejo nasusuka ako after so I tried to sleep nalang after ko kumain. Meron ba sa inyo nakaramdam ng kahit anong pain or discomfort after mag take ng mife tab?

Ano sinabi mo sa ob mo? Buti di niya nakita pag undergo mo sa ob mo na nagpalaglag ka

Pag sa bibig nilagay yung gamot hindi nattitrace ng doctor kung nag abort ka, parang miscarriage lang yung dating. Pero kung sa vagina nilagay yung meds, kelangan maghintay at least 4 days para sure na natunaw lahat yung meds bago magpuntang doctor, otherwise mahahalat na may ginamit ka pang abort.

Nabasa ko lang din to sa isang website about abortion. Mga dapat malaman after mo gawin ang medical abortion on your own lalo na kung nakatira ka sa country na illegal ang abortion tulad dito sa Pinas.

I am 3 months pregnant. Today I’m preparing for my 1st day of the procedure. Bought Mife kit from Ms. Ella last May 28, received the package on the 30th.

I had a consultation with my OB kahapon (June 1) and for transv ultrasound. Mahina ang kapit ni baby, I have internal bleeding so there is already a possibility na ma abort si baby, konti lang din ang amniotic fluid so ipit na ipit si baby sa loob ng tummy ko. My OB required me to undergo several lab tests asap because she fears na baka may infection ako. But hindi ko ginawa, instead nag prep ako today (June 2) for my first day of the procedure Ms. Ella sent me. Kinakabahan lang ako, sana walang complications.

I was already about 2 months pregnant when I found out. The past months I was still smoking like usual not heavy but I smoked from time to time. Second hand smoker din ako kc yung brother ko chain smoker. I’m afraid baka may effect na kay baby physically and mentally. I also travelled and walked a lot with heavy backpack. So feeling ko eto ang ibang mga reasons I have internal bleeding.

Sobrang hirap tong desisyon na to both for me and my partner. He was so ready to be a father. Yung reaction nya that day sinabi ko I’m pregnant, kinabahan sya akala nya nagbibiro ako but yung smile sa mukha nya na sobrang happy and excited. Di ko inextpect yung reaction nya, naguluhan ako, masaya na malungkot, excited na kinakabahan. That day sinabi ko sa kanya I already had the thought na hindi ko itutuloy yung pregnancy. Kaya ang kirot sa dibdib.

Lahat tayo may kanya kanyang reasons bakit natin kinailangan gawin to. Pero kahit papano nakahanap ako ng lakas at nabawasan yung pain of making the hardest decision of my life dahil sa forum na to. Yung mga stories nyo na nabasa ko. I learned to respect those women who had to go through this as I was always against abortion.

I’ve had days na naeexcite ako to have a baby. I would imagine how he/she would be like pag toddler na sya. I would also be tempted to check online ano na ichura at ginagawa nya sa loob ng tummy ko. It was a battle between me who wants to be a mother and take the responsibility (the person who doesn’t give a fuck kung anong sabihin both ng family namin ng partner ko and other people) and the other side of me the nagigising sa reality na hindi talaga pwedeng ituloy for so many complicated reasons, few of which we both are not ready financially and emotionally and for me physically also kc ngayon palang hirap na hirap nako, I’m always in pain dahil nga sa internal bleeding. Everyday I would cry a lot lalo pagnaiimagine ko gano na sya kalaki sa loob ng tummy ko. I would cry even harder after contemplating for an abortion.

Hindi naging madali para sakin to convince my partner to have an abortion because he had already decided that we will continue with the pregnancy no matter what. But I told him all the reasons why, eventually he agreed. It was a day we did nothing but cry. But somehow we had to make a decision asap kc we are running out of time. Ayokong gawin to na malaki na si baby. It was a heartbreaking decision but we came to an agreement. We just prayed and asked forgiveness kay baby and kay God. Hindi namin makakalimutan pareho tong part ng buhay namin but we’re hoping if God is willing to give a second chance na makabuo kame ng family namin in the future when we both are ready.

To everyone going through these difficult times, be strong. Don’t be afraid to make a decision for yourself and your future no matter what decision you want to take, no one has the right to judge you. But pray to God and ask for His forgiveness.

hello magkano po ba mife kit kay Miss Ella?

3 months preggy nako. P6,200 ang Mife kit na bili ko kay Ms Ella few days ago lang.

Hello everyone. To those who are asking “kung malalaman ba ng doctor kung nagpa abort”. I found this topic in another website...

https://www.womenonw...the-misoprostol

We strongly advise you to use Misoprostol under your tongue. This way, no remains of the pills can be found in the event that you need to go to a hospital. There are no blood tests that can show that you have taken Mifepristone or Misoprostol, so there will be no way to prove that you tried to do an abortion.

In countries where women can be prosecuted for having an abortion, it is not necessary to tell the medical staff that you tried to induce an abortion. You can say that you had a spontaneous miscarriage. The doctor CANNOT see the difference. The treatment is also the same. The treatment is curettage, also known as vacuum aspiration, during which a doctor will remove remaining tissue from the womb. Doctors have the obligation to help in all cases.