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A Sick Mom's Mife Kit Story at 6 Weeks...

06 August 2019 - 11:48 AM

Disclaimer: Long Post Ahead!

It's been a week now that I've been contemplating whether I should share my own Mife Kit journey which I bought from Ms. Ella or not but here I am ended up sharing my detailed experience because I know this will serve as a beneficial guide & info for women who are in the same situation like me. I believe that women like us should help one another in any little way that we can.

MAY 31, 2019
First Day of Last Menstruation

JUNE 8, 2019
Had an unprotected "lovemaking" despite my Period Diary told me that it was one of my "Fertile Days"

JUNE 28, 2019
Supposed to be my first red day for the month of June but it never came

JULY 04, 2019
6 Days delayed & took PT during lunch break just to confirm on what was happening to my body. I was actually shaking when running the test in our office CR because health wise (I was diagnosed with SLE or Lupus 2 years ago), it is not advisable for me to conceive yet.
Voila! The PT result was positive though one of the lines were slightly faded. Told my partner about this & he was happy but at the back of my mind, I'm thinking that the result was false positive because I was under medications for my illness.

JULY 05, 2019
For me to make sure that the PT result is accurate, I did the test again using my urine in the morning but then again same result came out to be positive. This time both lines were visible.


JULY 06, 2019
Me & my partner paid a visit to my doctor to check on what should be done since I know this pregnancy will be critical & risky. My doctor recommended series of lab tests to check if my body is ready to conceive the baby.
I can feel that my lupus is not yet asleep & it's too risky to have this baby, I was searching for online forums regarding medical abortions & I happened to found out that the stand out amongst the various names of sellers was Ms. Ella. I read all the threads, blogs, forums about her & finally was able to get her contact details. I was doing this without my partner's knowledge because aside from his desire to have our own child, he would also not approved this act.

JULY 07, 2019
Finally had the courage to text Ms. Ella through the numbers shared inside the forums/blogs of her previous clients. I got a reply from her but more of a generic standard text to her clients asking me to choose as to which kit so that I can be entertained immediately. Based on the text, she mentioned that there are 2 types of kits available: The Cyto Kit which has 92% and Mife Kit which has 98% success rates respectively. Though I'm still on my 6th week pregnancy, I chose the Mife Kit which has the higher success rate just to make sure. It's not that I'm endorsing this kit but I read a lot of forums & blogs that the complete abortion pills should include both the Mifepristone and Misoprostol (Cytotec) & most of the women who used this kit should no longer be required to undergo the D&C (raspa) procedure afterwards. I also ordered for an extra 5 pcs of Methergine just in case my womb will not heal on time & based on what I have read online, this is the medicine being used right after childbirth not just to clean the womb but also to help in the healing process of the muscles of the uterus.


JULY 08, 2019
Texted Ms. Ella to ask for her bank details but she replied that we will just exchange details when I'm sure to transfer the payment & she asked me to make my FB account private first to check if I'm also a legit buyer. From this gesture, I know that Ms. Ella is a legit seller because she's not just after her buyer's money but she's also protecting her reputation & her safety as a seller. I told her that I was on leave & that I will transfer the money (via BDO) to her account.
I took a picture of the validated deposit slip from BDO & sent it to Ms. Ella's FB. Though I have already transferred the payment, Ms. Ella was still asking me some questions that can validate my credibility as a buyer. She even told me to change my FB settings because it's too private & she can't check my whereabouts. Right after proving my identity as a legit buyer, she told me that I'll be receiving my meds the following day & that I'll be receiving the detailed instructions via FB messenger. The med kits can either be picked up or deliver to your doorstep via LBC.

JULY 09, 2019
Ms. Ella texted me that my meds would be 1 day delayed because of the audit happening in LBC & they might confiscate my meds so she opted to deliver it right after the audit.

JULY 10, 2019
The med kit was delivered at my office. I was amazed on how discreet the package was. Thank you for the free organic facial cream. I waited for the weekend so that I can do the procedure at home. I brought all the things (diaper, maternity pads, surgical gloves, alcohol) that I think I might be needing during the procedure because I will be doing this alone though my 11 year old son is there who has no idea on what I'll be doing. I just told him that Mommy will take some medications for my lupus at night so no need to wake me up because I'll be on bedrest until morning.


JULY 12, 2019 (DAY 1)
I was contemplating whether to take the mife tablet or not because my partner was with me but I have decided to let go of the baby so I find time to drink the tablet secretly. Texted Ms. Ella, if it's normal that I don't feel anything right after taking the mife tab, she said, it was normal & the bleeding should start on Day 2.
Hours after taking the mife tab, I felt that I want to vomit but tried not to just to make sure that the med will not put to waste. I can also see that there is a thin line brown discharge in my pantiliner.


JULY 13, 2019 (DAY 2)
I woke up late past lunch time so I texted Ms. Ella if I can still eat heavy because I skip breakfast time already. After a few hours she replied that I need to eat light only. I violated this because the moment I got her reply I was already eating a full meal with my son but was able to follow the rest of the pre-requisites before the actual procedure for Day 2.
Prepared everything including my son's food because I know that if I'll do the procedure I would not be able to stand & I still don't know how my body would react to the medicines. Before the actual procedure, I ate crackers & 1 glass of water just to make sure that I have the energy to endure the day 2 procedure. I have even prepared my jacket & socks just to make sure I have something to wear whenever I have fever or chills.
7PM - As instructed, I took the first 2 sets (1 is placed under the tongue & the other one is inserted deep dive inside my V). After a few minutes, I felt feverish & I was beginning to chill that it has call my son's attention (playing with his ipad beside me). I also felt mild but tolerable cramps below my stomach.
8PM - Took the 2nd sets of meds. Felt a lot colder now and the cramps is slowly getting stronger & painful. No bleeding yet. My son was even asking what's the white remains of Cytotec tabs surrounding my mouth, I told him that I felt asleep & it was just my saliva.


JULY 14, 2019 (DAY 3)
12AM - I took the 3rd sets of meds. This time, I can see blood from the gloves which I have inserted to my V. This time the cramps is slowly getting painful but since I have high pain tolerance, I was able to sleep.

2AM - I woke up because my partner called me & he said that he was having a bad dream & was checking on me. It's as if he had a gutfeel that something is going on from my side. Despite the stomach pain & diarrhea, I remained calm & pretended that I felt so sleepy so that he will end the call.
Because of the stomach pain, cramps, fever, dehydration, I wasn't able to sleep again & this has been the longest 2 hours of my life because I have to wait until 4AM so that I can pee & poop. I remained calm & looked for suitable lying position that is comfortable for me & would lessen the cramps. I prayed & ask for forgiveness & that the Lord will not leave me despite of what I have done.
I was so tired glancing at my cellphone checking on how many more hours that I need to hold on because I don't want to deviate with the instructions anymore just to make the procedure work.


3:45AM - I grab the maternity pad & was able to stand despite the pain then I felt a sudden gush in my V area. I managed to remove the maternity pad that I wore & checked on the huge blood clot that was in there. I'm not so sure if this is the fetus already because based on the forums there should be a plastic like which is the sac or the embryo but based on some medical write ups, the sac of the 6 week pregnancy is not yet visible especially if it's being mixed with blood.
I hold my pee & poop for another 15 mins just to make sure that the time instructed was followed. At exactly 4AM, I felt relieved when I was able to pee & poop. The stomach pain & cramps lessen for a bit.
I grab a hot spicy noodles & gatorade to ease my hunger & dehydration. I even ate banana because I felt I've exhausted a lot of energy due to stress of waiting for 4AM & for controlling my pee & poop despite the diarrhea feeling. I went to back to sleep but woke up after an hour & pooped again. This time, I don't know if there were blood clots mixed in the poop that I flushed in the toilet bowl but I felt something came out from my V.


Due to previous night's battle, I woke up late. Still bleeding but it was just a normal flow. Despite the exhaustion from Day 2-3 procedure, I managed to keep my tired body to be active. I tried doing the household chores & even accompanied my son for a stroll just to make sure that the bleeding will continue. I'm not sure though if it's because that I'm anemic, bleeding has lessen.

JULY 15, 2019 (DAY 4)
Went back to work as if nothing happened except for the mild cramps & bloated stomach that I felt. The lower back pain & cramps went intolerable & as if I have this terrible dysmenorrhea but no bleeding at all. I sent a copy of the huge blood clot from Day 3 to Ms. Ella confirming if this was the so-called "fetus" already. She replied that I should need to have an ultrasound just to make sure. Despite the pain, I forced my body to really move & be active just to make the bleeding continue however, the flow is still normal & no more blood clots already.

JULY 16, 2019 (DAY 5)
Normal office day but the cramps & lower back pain is killing me. My teammates thought that I had this terrible dysmenorrhea & they advice me to drink soda or coke to make sure that the blood would go out. After lunch, I tried drinking 2 glasses of Coke zero & voila! true enough, bleeding became so heavy & uncontrollable. I was able to sulked 4 pads for the whole afternoon & even went home with a full back stain in my pants (front & back), good thing that I have a long back top that covered the stain.

JULY 17, 2019 (DAY 6)
Normal bleeding again, back to 1-2 regular pads a day. Still feeling bloated & tired. Breast are still painful & tender. Praying that my body would go back to normal.

JULY 18, 2019 (DAY 7)
Light bleeding but constipation & bloatedness bothered me. Breast tenderness & sensitivity were still present. I was able to take a shower just today though the minimum requirement is just you can take a shower 3 days after the procedure.

JULY 19, 2019 (DAY 8)
Light to no bleeding. Still constipated & bloated probably because my uterus is still in the healing process. I noticed that my urine is still not clear, I can see that blood spotting are still there.

JULY 20, 2019 (DAY 9)
I was worried because bleeding has stopped but my tummy is still bloated & constipated. I read in some of the blogs/forums that pineapple juice can help release the remaining tissues inside the uterus.

JULY 21, 2019 (DAY 10)
Start taking pineapple juice in can 2x a day & bleeding started again but wasn't able to fill 2 pads. Bleeding is slightly normal.

JULY 22, 2019 (DAY 11)
Started bleeding heavily & was able to sulk 3-4 overnight pads for the day. A medium sized blood clot came out. It looks like a chicken gizzard minus the foul odor. Remaining tissues also were visible in my urine. I have concluded that my abortion is still incomplete because I can still see a lot of tissues in my urine. Finally, I was able to drink hot/cold drinks today but it's my choice not to drink just to make sure that the procedure will work. I read that the meds will work effectively if the body is dehydrated.

JULY 23, 2019 (DAY 12)
Bleeding continues but only a normal flow. I wasn't able to fill 3 regular pads within the day. I took the Methergine tabs to help in the healing process especially on the muscles of my uterus.

JULY 24, 2019 (DAY 13)
Was able to poop & blessing still continues. Noticed that my tummy & puson are slowly becoming soft & smaller.

JULY 25, 2019 (DAY 14)
I can still feel mild cramps & still has light bleeding. Urine is still not clear from abortion tissues & blood.

JULY 26, 2019 (DAY 15)
Just blood spotting today & urine is almost clear. I felt guilty because my partner really thinks that our baby is growing inside me & even talking to my tummy. I felt worried because sometimes, I can feel that the baby is still in my tummy.

JULY 27, 2019 (DAY 16)
Decided to take PT but unfortunately, the result is still positive probably because my HCG level is still high. I was a bit worried & thinking if the OB would find out that I did an abortion. I'm just waiting for the abortion meds to really be removed from my body before consulting with an OB.

JULY 28, 2019 (DAY 17)
Went on jogging & jumping & trippled the pineapple juice just to make sure that my body will release the remaining abortion tissues.

JULY 29, 2019 (DAY 18)
Heavy bleeding that I was able to sulk 4 pads within 2 hours & a medium sized color brown blood clot came out. I can also see other small blood clots went directly to the toilet bowl every time I pee. My denim pants were stain full (front & back) which made me worried because I'm super anemic & I lost a lot of blood from this.

JULY 30, 2019 (DAY 19)
Bleeding & suked 3 pads & 1 large blood clot. I have minor cramps in my puson area as well. Still not taking anti-hemo because I really want my body to release all the abortion tissues & remains from my body.

JULY 31, 2019 (DAY 20)
Bleeding with 3 small blood clots but was not able to fill the maternity pad. Minor cramps & still continue drinking pineapple juice.

I'll post my next updates soonest. I know that 26 days (after the procedure) have passed but abortion & killing our own children is really not just a physical torture but 101% emotional torture, it's really up to us on how we can recover & moved on. Personally, every night I'm continuously praying for the soul of my aborted child & begging for forgiveness from God. I'm also planning to go on a confession just to alleviate the burden within me but then again, we have our own reasons why we ended up in this decision, let's just keep strong & continue to help each other.

Though I'm not yet sure if my procedure was a 100% successful because I haven't have done another PT Test & Ultrasound yet, all we need to do mga sis, is really listen to our own body. Every woman's body is different, so give it time to heal.

Overall, I can tell that the medicines from Ms. Ella are genuine & that Ms. Ella is really a legit seller who helped women like us. Kudos & thank you Ms. Ella!

Looking forward to be sharing good news on my next updates. God bless us all! :wub: