Almost 4wks prego na ako ngayon and I just bought the mifekit a while ago. As in sobrang biglaan lang. I am already 25 at balak na din nman namin magsettle down ng boyfrnd ko for 8yrs soon. Stable dn nman kami preho kya wlang prob. Pero bigla bigla nlang nafeel ko na sobrang hindi pa ako ready. Naguguluhan ako...Natatakot. Lalo na sa sasabihin ng ibang tao lalo at di pa kami kasal. Hindi ko alam ggwin ko lalo na wla ako mpagsbhan ng gmugulo skn. Pero tuwing naiisip ko gano sya kasaya pti family nya upon knwng na buntis ako, sbra akong nagging hesitant, naguguilty. They treated and loved me as a fmly eversince. Pnagaral, bngyan ng lhat n di ko natamasa sa magulang ko, they even gve me car & weekly allwnces. Mga hindi normal n gngwa ng isng byfrnd s grlfrnd nya. Kya I am feelng so torn right nw. And s gagawin kong to, feelng ko npkaselfish at wlang kwenta ko.

I'll be receivng the kit tomorrw and mjo in doubt p din ako. Will be updating soon.

As of now, I'm badly in need of advce. I need help.

Sis advice ko lang, 23 nako. Nag purchased din ako ng mife. In my case, hndi ako talaga pede pa mag anak, lalo na kaka grad ko lang. Sobrang laki ng expectations sakin ng tao. Kaya sobrang decided ako na ipalaglag yun bata. May nararamdaman akong awa, Oo. pero mas lamang sakin yun palaglag ko. Thats what I feel nung una. Pero alam mo ba, hndi na ko nag sasuffer sa process nung mife kit eh. Nag sa-suffer ako "EMOTIONALLY" ngayon. Sobra akong na aaawa sa magiging anak namin. Lahat nalang ng mapuntahan namin ni boyfie, yun fetus na pinalaglag ko ang naiisip ko. Naiiyak ako minsan. So, If I were you, stable ka naman na pala. Why don't you continue that blessing? Dko alam kung pinagsisisihan ko ba ginawa ko o paano. Sarap na sarap ako sa pakiramdam pag sinsbe kong "anak ko" pero after non maguiguilty ako. Basta, iba pakiramdam. Sobra sis. Sana pagisipan mong mabuti.

by the looks of it. You're looking for someone here to tell you to just keep it. And I think you should. We all get anxious about this things, but anxiety and peer pressure shouldn't be enough reason for the procedure. If you love the guy and you also think you're capable enough to raise a child, what others think shouldnt hold you down. If you decide to keep it. It'll be the best decision you almost never made.