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Posted 21 February 2018 - 05:02 AM

I just want to share my story, for me to finally breathe and let it all go.

(This is gonna be a long one)

I was already four months when I found out that I was pregnant. Laking gulat ko nung nalaman ko kase wala talagang pregnancy symptoms; no morning sickness, no dizziness, no cravings, and lalo na di halata sa tummy ko. Siguro naging factor na din yung pagiging irreg. ko kaya wala akong clue na may baby na palang lumalaki sa akin. Medyo di siya halata kase parang bloating lang yung tyan ko. Pumunta akong clinic para mag pa-consult dahil nakakaramdam ako ng sakit sa abdomen ko and yun nga sa bloating, kala ko may ovarian cyst ako because apparently it runs in my family, but I was wrong.

Positive ako.

Sinabihan ko yung Obgyn na baka nagkakamali lang yung result and he even told me na blood test doesn't lie. Halata yung shock and doubt ata sa mukha ko kase he told me that pwede akong magpa-ultrasound. I declined. Masyado talaga akong shock. That night, bumili ako ng PT para lang talaga to make sure kahit na yung result narinig at nakita ko na, I was still in denial, binili ko yung pricey para sure talaga, and ayon, positive talaga. Halos gumuho mundo ko, umiyak at hagulgol ako. Di ko alam gagawin ko. Diba dapat masaya pag may ganong news? I was actually afraid. Before ko pa nalaman na pregnant ako, I was already depressed and bulimic. Napaisip ako sa first few months, I tried to commit suicide. Emotional Wreck talaga. Siguro kung naging successful ako, masasama ko sa kamatayan ang baby.

But knowing I'm 19 years old and four months pregnant, isa lang nasa isip ko; it's either we both die or abort my baby.

Sobrang laki ng problema ko, aren't we all diba? Pero sa problema kong ito alam kong masasaktan mama ko pag nalaman niya na gusto kong ipa-abort si baby. Alam kong matatanggap niya ang baby, pero ang papa ko? Hindi. The bastard made me and my mom's life a living hell full of mental abuse. Kung malaman niya pa, baka mapatay niya kami. My father was tried once, he stabbed my ninong because of an argument, my ninong survived but my fear of my father only grew.
Siguro kung sinabi ko sa close friends ko na preggy ako, they would be happy and stop me from my decision. Pero desidido na ako, hindi magkakaroon ng stable ng family ang baby ko. Masasaktan lang sya, childhood ko was already ruined and ayoko mangyari yun sa kanya. Hindi siya mag kakaroon ng happy and bright future.

At naisip ko din na baka di ko siya kayang mahalin.

Because the baby I was carrying was a product of rape.

Everytime na iniisip kong pregnant ako, napapaiyak nalang ako. I was angry, not of my baby, but because of my ex-boyfriend. He forced himself on me, ruining my life and now he'd ruined my baby too. I really can't have this baby kase naaalala ko lang lahat ng sakit, yung betrayal. I felt dirty.

Nag search ako ng pampa-miscarry. Halos na-overtake na ng browser yung mga topics na ganon. Rigorous exercises, Vitamin C, Black Cohosh, Dong Quai, Parsley, you name it! Di na din ako natutulog para ma-weary talaga ako, tas isang araw lang kumain din puro coffee. Pero wala. I felt so ashamed na sinasaktan ko baby ko, pero I had to do it. Search ako ng search ng pampalaglag, nakita ko yung sa tindahanph kaso doubtful ako. Siguro sa instincts lang talaga. Then nakita ko itong womensblog.

Puro positive ang feedbacks ni Miss Ella, pero nandon parin ang kaba ko, nagbasa basa ako at nakita ko yung number niya, ni-save ko para sa desperate attempt ko. Nagbasa din ako sa pinayschoice at nakabasa din ng mga negative sa kanya. Gulong gulo utak ko. Pero mas nanalig ang gut feeling. I decided to give my full trust on Miss Ella.

Nagbasa ulit ako ng mga topics to hopefully na gumaan loob ko, knowing na di ako nag iisa sa ganitong decision, na walang judgement, just pure choice. Nakaka luwag ng kalooban makabasa ng experience dito. Lahat talaga tayo may mga reasons, magkakaiba iba man, pero nagkakaisa. I feel secured.

February 7, 2018
I contacted Miss Ella. Nagtanong sa price and info. Nag decide ako na Mife Kit ang gagamitin ko dahil si Miss Ella na ang nagsuggest na Mife has the higher chance of successful abortion. Pricey pero okay na, at least sigurado.

February 8, 2018
Nag order na ako sa kanya then she gave me the info. I paid her and she messaged me from her Facebook account.

February 9, 2018
Hinantay ko talaga buong araw yung padala. And by afternoon, I got it. Natuwa ako kase ang bilis, nawala kaba ko. Upon opening it, napaiyak ako sa content. Napaka thoughtful ni Miss Ella.

Tinook ko din yung pill that night.

I laid my hand on my tummy telling my baby that I'm very sorry.

February 10, 2018
Inihanda ko lahat ng gagamitin ko. Tinabi mga kakailanganin ko for later and bumili ng mga diapers and napkins. I laid an extra large towel on my bed. Sinunod ko yung instructions niya. I was really determined.

Yung papalapit na yung instructed time, I prayed. I prayed for my baby and for myself. I'm an agnostic and yet I prayed. I talked to my baby how sorry I was. At kung iba lang ang sitwasyon, walang second thought, I will definitely raise him/her. I clutched the black bracelet as I readied myself.

At first dose, I was already in pain. Sobrang sakit. Ten times pa pag sa dysmenorrhea and that's saying a lot. Nagbabasa ako sa womensblog para maalis yung attention. Kinakabahan ako kase baka mag fail dahil karamihan sa nababasa ko nag b-bleed at di masyado masakit sa kanila. Pero I held on.

At two-three dose, nag chills na ako. Pati labi ko nanginginig. Sobrang sakit sa abdomen at ang lamig. Tinitiis ko kase choice ko to. I have to live with it. Iniisip ko nalang yung pag labas ni baby, kung ano gender niya, ano ipapangalan sa kanya. If boy, Rhaegar Eros, and If girl, Lyanna Psyche. Medyo di masakit pag nag iisip ka ng happy thoughts.

At my remaining doses, pinilit ko katawan ko na kayanin. Kahit nangingilipit sa sakit. Kinakaya ko. Hilong hilo at nauuhaw ako. Pero tiis tiis talaga. Hanggang sa nakatulog nalang ako sa sakit. Pero nagigising din dahil sa uhaw at hapdi.

February 11, 2018
Nung natapos ko yung last dosage ko, sobrang nakakapanghina. Buong katawan ko sinisigawan ako. Lalamunan ko dry na dry. Pero kailangang tiisin talaga. Tinry kong umidlip idlip. Nag wi-wish na sana matapos na ang lahat.

By 2 am, chineck ko yung towel ko, walang blood. Medyo kinakabahan ako kase walang identification kung nag work ba. Pero sobrang sakit talaga ng balakang at tyan ko. Kinakausap ko din si baby, pero yung pag kick niya wala na. Just the thought of it made me sad.

Then wala pang 4 am napi-feel ko ang diarrhea. Ang hirap pigilan pero grabe talaga ang sakit. Hanggang sa napatakbo ako sa cr. Napaiyak ako na baka kase mag fail dahil di ko na-stop, naka-pee din ako. Wala namang dugo. Medyo nag panic ako at tinext si Miss Ella. Ayoko talagang i-bother sya, kahit naman nung inumpisahan ko pag take ng pills di ko sya tinitext kase clear naman ng instructions nya. Atsaka baka may clients si Miss Ella, ayoko maging bother. Pero tinext ko sya kung kailan lalabas si baby at nag reply din naman agad sya. Mas lalo kong na-appreciate si Miss Ella kase di siya nag fail i-message ka kahit anong oras na.


By 8 something, si diarrhea pabalik balik at nag stay na ako sa cr namin, nakaupo lang, nag poop ako ng kulay green. Then sumakit puson ko. As in ang sakit. Then nakakaramdam ako ng pag poop ulit tina-try kong umire pero walang nalabas. Nag pee din ako and kinabahan ako dahil may cyto na lumabas. Nag pray ako na sana di mag fail dahil nagawa ko na to eh, there's no turning back.
Dahil sa pagod na ako nag stay lang ako don na naka upo ire ng ire hanggang sa napansin kong parang may lalabas sa V ko dahil sa pagkakapa ko parang nag wide sya. Sobrang hapdi at sakit. Ang hirap pala ng pag ire no? Sobrang sakit. Habang umiire ako, naiisip ko ang mama ko. Nag promise ako na pag natapos to at kung maging successful to, I will make my mama smile more and pag bubutihin ko na lahat. I will never cut again or try not to have my meltdowns. Ilalayo ko sya sa bastard kong "papa" af aalagaan ko si mama. Ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko non habang umiiri.

Kinakapa ko and nakaramdam na ako ng round. Kahit ang sakit sakit, iniiri ko pa din, ang hirap hinaan ang boses pag ganon. Natatakot ako baka may makarinig sa akin. Tiis lang talaga. Hanggang sa yung bilog pumutok. Yun na pala yung sa covering dahil next thing I knew ulo na ni baby yung iniiri ko then yung body tas yung cord and the sac. Sobrang madugo. Ang hapdi at sakit.

Pero wala nang mas sasakit pa nung makita ko si baby. Amidst of the blood, ang puti puti niya. Humahagod siya ng hininga at napaiyak ako ng sobra sa tiny sounds na po-produce niya. Siguro kung nag pacheck up ako nang maaga, di ko na sana napatagal. She's already 5 months and 3 weeks. And yes, she's a baby girl.

Baby na talaga. Yung features niya on point. Masasabi kong nasa kanya yung pagka full ng kilay ko. Di ko alam kung ilang oras ako don sa banyo. Pero gusto ko i-savor yung moment namin. I was clutching her and crying. Di kaya ng puso ko magpakabato. I even kissed her forehead and ni-wash ang blood sa katawan niya. The bathroom floor was bloody too. Buhos ako ng buhos, the faucet was running the whole time. Nakarinig na ako ng noise sa taas, indicating may gising na. Dinalian ko pag linis.

Yung cord ni baby nakakabit padin. At yung sac, napaka bloody. Meron pa din blood na lumalabas sa V ko.
Nung tumayo ako, ang hapdi. Kinuha ang towel and wrapped my baby. She looks so peaceful.
Nang ni-make sure kong okay na yung cr, lumabas na ako at itago si baby.

Buong araw nag lakad lakad ako kahit pagod, lakad padin para kahit paano malabas yung blood. Tinitignan tignan ko din si baby, she already passed. I clutched her hand one last time.

February 12, 2018
Nilibing ko sya with my well loved tshirt along with a letter sa may bakuran namin. I bought a pot and planted sunflower for her.

I love you, Lyanna Psyche. You're with your uncle now (My little brother)

And again, thank you so much, Miss Ella. You have proved that you're really trustworthy. 100% real and sincere. Sobrang grateful ako sayo.

Iba iba talaga tayo ng dahilan at di naman talaga natin fully ginusto to. Kung iba lang talaga yung circumstances no? As a woman, we have the right to choose.

It's now a week after my procedure. Nag la-lactate and medyo nag b-bleed parin pero mahina naman. Nag e-exercise padin ako. And last sunday, I went to Quiapo church to pray for my baby. Pinupuntahan ko rin yung spot nya sa bakuran namin. And still wearing the bracelet. Wala ding nakaka alam sa ginawa ko kundi kayo readers. At hopefully, gumaan na pakiramdam ko, knowing may mga sisters ako na nandyan para sakin. Salamat sa womensblog! You've paved a way for confused and terrified women to help them to decide, share and connect each other.

To whomever reading this, we all have a choice. Whatever you want to do, do it, if that's what your mind and heart want. You can do it. Strength and tiwala sa sarili.

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Posted 22 February 2018 - 10:29 AM

Hi kamusta ka na?

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Posted 06 March 2018 - 02:24 AM

Hi sis! I'm a 19 years old too and i think i'm 3week preggy. Gagawin ko palang yung akin. Thankyouuu sa story mo. Alam ko na hindi ako nag-iisa. Yes kasama ko boyfriend ko sa journey ko pero iba pa din kapag sa kaparehas mo nararanasan naririnig. Nakakagaan ng loob. Sana maging successful din yung sakin. I want to know you more. 😘

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Posted 06 March 2018 - 08:30 PM

You're so brave sis. Kinakabahan din ako sa gagawin ko pero desidido na ako gawin dahil alam ko hindi ko siya ma aalagaan ngayon at financially unstable ang ex ko.

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Posted 06 March 2018 - 11:59 PM

im 5 months pregnant makakaya ko lang bilhin is cyto .. effective ba siya sa 5 months ?? pls reply ?

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Posted 07 March 2018 - 07:11 AM

Naiyak ako sa post mo :'( Naalala ko yung ginawa ko, naalala ko si baby. Di ko man lang sya nakiss or nayakap :(

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Posted 07 March 2018 - 11:34 AM

hello, i cried while reading your story. im 19 years old too. and kinakabahan ako dahil 1 week nakong delayed sa period ko. i want to know you hihinge lang ako ng pieces of advice.

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Posted 08 March 2018 - 12:49 PM

Hi ask ko lng if san kau naka buy ng kit?

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:03 AM

Hi guys, It's me. Thank you sa inyo and para sa mga kinakabahan diyan, kaya nyo yan, tatagan lang ang loob. Ganyan din ako non, sobra pa nga kase naka ilang pray ako eh di naman ako ganon ka-relihiyoso. Isipin niyo lang yung future na once magawa niyo na, you can always do greater things after "the deed". Bale don kayo kumapit sa idea na babawi kayo. Magiging strong kayo lalo. And we have a choice. Lahat tayo. Atsaka tayo lang din nakakaalam ng hirap at nakakaramdam, there's no judgement here. We're all sisters. Kaya be strong :))

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:09 AM

hello, i cried while reading your story. im 19 years old too. and kinakabahan ako dahil 1 week nakong delayed sa period ko. i want to know you hihinge lang ako ng pieces of advice.


Hey, if you're delayed, use a PT. kung unsure ka ulit sa result, another PT and pag ganon parin you can always do a blood test. If you're pregnant, I'll be here and you can ask any question :))

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:11 AM

Hi ask ko lng if san kau naka buy ng kit?


Kay Miss Ella. She's real and 100% legit. Sincere siya at madaling kausap. She even has a fb account, Pinky Topix.

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:15 AM

Hi kamusta ka na?


Okay naman po, sis. Spotting nalang ng very light, wala na din yung pregnancy feels, tapos na sa pag lactate. Tommorrow (March 11, 2018) will exactly be my 1st month doing my abortion.

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:20 AM

Hi sis! I'm a 19 years old too and i think i'm 3week preggy. Gagawin ko palang yung akin. Thankyouuu sa story mo. Alam ko na hindi ako nag-iisa. Yes kasama ko boyfriend ko sa journey ko pero iba pa din kapag sa kaparehas mo nararanasan naririnig. Nakakagaan ng loob. Sana maging successful din yung sakin. I want to know you more. 😘


Be strong ah? Ibang klase ang pain ang mararanasan but depende naman ata sa katawan. And kung desidido ka na talaga, it's good naman na di mo na pinatagal—'cause sobrang nakakadurog pag buo na talaga. Halos gusto mong balikan mga choices mo sa buhay, ganon. You'll be fine, okay? Hold on ka lang. I'm happy na may kasama ka sa procedure mo, at least it'll somehow lessen the pain. Good luck, sis! We're all here for you :))

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:24 AM

You're so brave sis. Kinakabahan din ako sa gagawin ko pero desidido na ako gawin dahil alam ko hindi ko siya ma aalagaan ngayon at financially unstable ang ex ko.


Hi, Thank you! :)) we have our choices talaga and it doesn't mean na masamang tao na tayo sa ginawa/gagawin natin. At alam ko, lahat tayo inisip din ang kapakanan ng baby, what's good for the and for us, kase totoo naman talaga, kung bubuhayin natin kaso may problema, ganon din, nahihirapan na at malala pa dyan, si baby din. We're strong, sis! I hope you feel better afterwards the procedure! :))

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:32 AM

im 5 months pregnant makakaya ko lang bilhin is cyto .. effective ba siya sa 5 months ?? pls reply ?


Hi, based on topics here, meron pa ngang 6 months cyto ang gamit. Pero depende sa katawan yan kase si Miss Ella din nagsabi na ang Cyto ay nagpapa-expell lang ng fetus. Pero kung yun na talaga ang kaya, nasa sayo po yan, may mga iba naman na naging successful eh :) we're all here for you! And tatag nalang din. I hope you feel fine, sis :))

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Posted 10 March 2018 - 04:37 AM

Naiyak ako sa post mo :'( Naalala ko yung ginawa ko, naalala ko si baby. Di ko man lang sya nakiss or nayakap :(


Ang hirap talaga no, sis? :( Ilang beses din ako umiyak non, at pag naaalala ko siya, napapangiti nalang ako na may kalungkutan.
Kung iba lang talaga ang sitwasyon natin, di natin magagawa yon. Pero nandon na eh, at least they're okay.

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Posted 11 March 2018 - 10:59 PM

Hello sis, sobrang iyak ko talaga reading your post. And I really feel kung bakit kailangan and I understand. 😢😭 kasi same feeling! Like if meron chance na baguhin mga nakaraan mas gugustuhin natin baguhin nlang Para wala tayo pagsisisihan. But the thing is gusto natin maayos at maging successful sa future at nandun talaga ung word na babawi tayo and will make better this time.

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Posted 12 March 2018 - 07:34 PM

hi sis im 21 yrs old and im 1month and 3 days delay and nagtry ako ng pt 3 times anlahat positive its my first time na magbuntis and hindi pa kami ready ng bf ko kasi iam a graduating next yr student and ayokong ma disappoint ung parents ko ask ko lang willing kasi kami ng bf ko mag go dun sa mife ni miss ella but ask ko lang kung may masama bang effect sayo, i mean may nangyare ba sayo and nagkaroon k n b ng monthly period after that? thank you sis

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Posted 15 March 2018 - 01:16 AM

hi sis im 21 yrs old and im 1month and 3 days delay and nagtry ako ng pt 3 times anlahat positive its my first time na magbuntis and hindi pa kami ready ng bf ko kasi iam a graduating next yr student and ayokong ma disappoint ung parents ko ask ko lang willing kasi kami ng bf ko mag go dun sa mife ni miss ella but ask ko lang kung may masama bang effect sayo, i mean may nangyare ba sayo and nagkaroon k n b ng monthly period after that? thank you sis


Hey, It's okay. It's your body and your choice. And wala naman sis, aside from the blood, yes, there'll be a lot of blood gushing out from your peep, hehe, but that's okay! Nalalabas na yung mga pregnancy blood mo, and syempre yung pregnancy symptopms onti onti mawawala. And spotting parin ako. Minsan wala, minsan meron, but that's okay naman. Wala namang nararamdaman na masama. And you can search on google the aftermath of an abortion :))

Pero sa mife ni Miss Ella? I think wala namang side effects. Legit ang mga medicines ni Miss Ella :D

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Posted 15 March 2018 - 01:21 AM

Hello sis, sobrang iyak ko talaga reading your post. And I really feel kung bakit kailangan and I understand. 😢😭 kasi same feeling! Like if meron chance na baguhin mga nakaraan mas gugustuhin natin baguhin nlang Para wala tayo pagsisisihan. But the thing is gusto natin maayos at maging successful sa future at nandun talaga ung word na babawi tayo and will make better this time.


Yes, Sis. Kung meron lang talagang chance, si baby may chance din. Kaso wala eh. Babawi nalang tayo sa at mas lalong magiging matatag. Kundi para satin, kundi para kay baby.

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Posted 19 March 2018 - 11:34 PM

Hi po mga sis ask lang po day 9 q na po after procedure may sumpong parin po na sakit sa puson at nilagnat today. Followed everything miss ella instructed. Pls do advice tnx po

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Posted 20 March 2018 - 12:50 PM

pa help nman po im 7 weeks pregnant and hindi pa po ako ready maging ina. i tried herbal suplement dong quai and vitamin c but hndi pa cya nag effect until now and i have to abort it habang maaga pa. pano po mag order?

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Posted 20 March 2018 - 01:10 PM

This is my first pregnancy & first abortion. I already got the meds pero I'm just waiting for the instructions ni ms. Ella. I only have the cyto kit, pero hopeful naman ako na magwwork kasi I'm only 6 weeks pregnant. Super na-move ako sa story mo & mas tumatag ako. Thank you for sharing.

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Posted 20 March 2018 - 01:12 PM

Hi sis Khaleesi, ask ko lang sana kayo kung ano yung exact time na nailabas mo si baby. Im planning to do my procedure at hotel with my boyfriend since ndi nga alam ng parents ko na preggy ako at ndi nila pwede malaman. Any idea plss help. Kinakabahan din ako im 3 months and 1 week as of now, sobrang kinakabahan ako at natatakot. Help me sis plss thankyou

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Posted 20 March 2018 - 03:31 PM

hi how to buy po? kakaregister ko lang kase dito sa womensblog.. and pano po maco-contact yung si miss ella? reply po please.. thanks in advance.

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Posted 21 March 2018 - 11:32 AM

Hi Everyone just want to ask if Ms.Ella is a legit seller po? Nagtake na po ako ng risk today to deposit 5k sknya for Mife Kit...

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Posted 23 March 2018 - 05:33 PM

Hi sis. Naiiyak ako sa story mo. Im now 5 months and turning 6 narin hindi pa ko nakakabili kay miss ella but Im planning narin. 2 times na ko nag take ng med pero di parin tumalab sa ibang seller ko binili (cyto). Kaya hindi pa ko fully decided kung bibili ako ulet. But im desprate na. Kailangan maagapan ko na. Pls help me naman sis to encourage na bumili na kay ms ella. badly need your advice.

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Posted 11 May 2018 - 04:30 PM

Hi mga sis! I did my 1st abortion 2 yrs ago weks preg. pero until now naiisip ko pa din yung ginawa ko. pag nagiging topic sa office nmin about abortion ang sakit. kasi ang dami nilang sinasabi, "kesyo malas sa buhay" "nding ndi aasenso". Sa mata ng tao mali ang ginawa natin pero wala sila sa mga paa natin para mag judge. ndi nman natin to ggawin kung walang rason dba. nung ginawa ko yung procedure ksama ko ang mama ko, sa lahat ng tao mama ko lang ang ndi nag judge sakin pati na rin mga kapatid ko. I always ask God for forgiveness and I even confess sa Pastor just to ease the pain sobrang kasing nkaka depress. To my baby, I hope nasa piling ka na ni God. I love you my angel, pls forgive me mag kkita pa tayo soon.

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Posted 14 May 2018 - 03:09 AM

Hi mga sis! I did my 1st abortion 2 yrs ago weks preg. pero until now naiisip ko pa din yung ginawa ko. pag nagiging topic sa office nmin about abortion ang sakit. kasi ang dami nilang sinasabi, "kesyo malas sa buhay" "nding ndi aasenso". Sa mata ng tao mali ang ginawa natin pero wala sila sa mga paa natin para mag judge. ndi nman natin to ggawin kung walang rason dba. nung ginawa ko yung procedure ksama ko ang mama ko, sa lahat ng tao mama ko lang ang ndi nag judge sakin pati na rin mga kapatid ko. I always ask God for forgiveness and I even confess sa Pastor just to ease the pain sobrang kasing nkaka depress. To my baby, I hope nasa piling ka na ni God. I love you my angel, pls forgive me mag kkita pa tayo soon.



Tama sis! They're wouldn't feel the same feeling of being in this position. We have a different reasons and beliefs that leads us to made our decision. Sounds unfair but the thing is we choose to commit a sin to be able to get another chance to do something better and to think that it couldn't have a negative impact to those existing people we love. It's really hard decision kung alam lang nila but then we all know that in time, God and our babies will forgive us. Good luck to all the ladies who've been in this situation

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Posted 15 May 2018 - 10:10 AM

Hi! You are as strong as my Khaleesi! I read your story and I can't imagine the guilt, pain, regret you suffered. I hope you are doing okay na. I'd like to know you more, Khaleesi. I would love to.

I think kaya ako napunta dito kasi we are also facing the same situation. Hindi pa kami ready na mag ka baby and we both decided na pag positive nga, abortion ang answer namin. If itatago namin, both sides, palalayasin kami. Baka saktan pa kami. And for sure pag sasabihan ng masasakit na salita ng mga parents namin. We are 19 and 20 palang. Pinag sisisihan ko na pleasure ang inuna namin at hindi namin inisip ang consequences. Pero wala na. Nandito na kami. We are both worried as hell!! For now, I think the best thing to do is wait muna kung positive nga or hopefully negative.

I admire you, Khaleesi. And btw, those names are total badass!! Lyanna Psyche knows you love her. Hoping mabasa mo to.

Ps. I seriously would like to know you.

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Posted 18 May 2018 - 04:56 PM

Hindi ka ba nabinat nung nagsports ka , after the procedure ? Or is it advisable that you take exercise para mas lumabas yung dugo ?

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Posted 24 May 2018 - 08:37 AM

Hi kumusta kana? Ngayon ko lang nabasa to kasi 1 week delay na ko. And kinakabahan ako kasi parang ang laki ng tyan ko tapos nung first week ng May nag light bleeding ako. May lumabas na konting dugo tapos parang brown brown. Need some help from you. Na stress na ko. I dunno what to do. :( Di pa ko ready 19years old palang ako.

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Posted 27 October 2018 - 06:35 AM

Hi po mga sis ask lang po day 9 q na po after procedure may sumpong parin po na sakit sa puson at nilagnat today. Followed everything miss ella instructed. Pls do advice tnx po


Hi sis! Same tayo. Today is my 8th day and ginawa ko na lahat para umokay. Pero nilalagnat ako and affected na mga tao sa bahay dahil di ko maaalagaan mga kids ko. How are you btw? Tell me kung kelan nawala lahat ng sakit please and what did you do to recover. Thanks

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Posted 28 October 2018 - 03:09 AM

Thanks khaleesi. I think nabawasan yung takot ko. Though magiging masakit yung procedure. Kakayanin ☺ Haaay.

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Posted 30 October 2018 - 05:44 AM

Hi, I wanna know how can I contact ms. Ella. Need your help

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Posted 14 November 2018 - 11:41 PM

Gonna buy kit tomorrow



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