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16 weeks mife kit. ON GOING


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#1 Guest_Mami J_*

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Posted 27 February 2022 - 11:39 PM

Currently 16 weeks and I am on my 5th dosage right now. Detalyahin ko lang para mas easy maunderstood.

Picked up my parcel from Miss Ella yesterday (Sat feb 26,22) and took the first pill mife exactly 7pm. Wala naman po nangyari, a bit lightheaded but all is well.

Day 2 - couldn't sleep the past night at nakaidlip lang ng mga 3-4hrs max putol2. Around 3:30 pm nag aya ako sa hubby ko na mag do kami sa cr since nabasa ko dito na makakatulong daw sa pagluwag ng dadaanan ng finger mo upon insertion ng pill and then took a bath after.

7pm yung magiging first pill ko ng miso so 2hrs before the procedure, nag aya ako kay hubby mag motor at ikot2 lang kasi makakahelp daw sa pag tagtag ng fetus pag nasakay daw. Bought the necessary things in prep as well.

Prayed for guidance and exactly 7pm nagtake ako ng miso 1/6 dosage. Tinunaw ko muna sa mouth and by the time na pinasok ko sa cervix wala pang 10 minutes nakaramdam agad ako ng cramps mga 1/10 pain.

2nd dose was fine and 3rd dose ramdam ko na yung cramps around 6/10. By the end of my 3rd dose sumasakit na talaga siya. By 4th dose tumutulo na luha ko habang every 20-25 mins naglilipat ako pwesto side to side para maging komportable.

By the end of 4th dose ito na talaga ramdam ko na may nagpupush sa cervix ko at semi sigaw na ako at umiiyak. That's when I felt na pumutok panubigan ko. Please know that during the 1st to almost 5th dosage ko, hindi ako nag bleeding. But when nag pop sa loob ko, di ko napigilan nagpatayo na ako sa hubby ko papuntang cr. Pag ka pwesto ko na nakatayo may naramdaman nanaman ako bulwak and bleeding started. Di ko na chineck kung continuous bleeding and nagpalit nako ng diaper.

Humiga ako at 5-10 mins na akong late sa pag take ng 5th dosage dahil sa episode kanina. Now when I tried to insert the pill sa cervix ko may nakakapa akong nakaharang na parang laman, not sure but hopefully this was the fetus waiting nalang. After pala pumutok panubigan ko, i felt a sudden relief dahil nawala yung cramps. Right now i am waiting for my final dosage time and di ako makapwesto maayos dahil ang bigat ng pantog ko na para bang may gusto lumabas. Ayoko iire dahil baka mag failed so i will be updating tomorrow nalang po.


Chills 8/10
Fever spiked on the 4th dosage 38.8c
Bleeding at the end of 4th dosage
No diarrhia atm

#2 Guest_Kin_*

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Posted 02 March 2022 - 10:08 PM

Hi, any update po.



#3 Guest_Mami J_*

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Posted 05 March 2022 - 03:35 AM

Hello, sorry late update. Didn't really feel good to update agad after all that happened.

Pero I made it through my last dose by 12mn at nakakapa ko na talaga yung laman sa bukana lang ng pwerta ko. Bawal talaga dapat iire or tumayo, at pinilit ko talagang antayin yung oras pero dahil sobrang uncomfortable na yung feeling ko kasi nasa bukana lang yung laman at 100% sure akong pag iire ko, baka ito na talaga yon, by 2:30am pinilit ko si hubby na itayo ako at uupo nalang ako sa cr dahil ramdam ko din puputok na pantog ko.

5minutes pa lang akong nakaupo sa cr at naisipan kong iire kasi sure naman akong yung nakakapa ko is yung iniintay ko na, I pushed only once pero with little bit of effort at ramdam kong mahuhulog na sya sa bowl, tinawag ko si hubby ng nailabas ko na at kinapa ko ulit at may cord pa at yung placenta hindi pa nailabas. I waited a little over 5 minutes and tried pushing naman for the placenta and without effort, lumabas din agad. Kinapa ko ulit sarili ko to make sure walang nakasabit at so far wala naman.

To be honest takot akong makita ang magiging anak ko, I am ashamed to say na hindi ko siya tinignan. Tinawag ko si hubby at sinabihan kong tignan niya yung bowl at siya na ang mag confirm kung nailabas ko na ba lahat kasama ang inunan. I cleaned myself after and went back to laying down while my husband cleaned the bathroom along with checking the fetus. Hindi ko mapigilan ang umiyak, I never felt guilty before and during the procedure. Pero when it was all over, dun ako parang sinalpok ng konsensya. Iyak ako ng iyak na even until now in times of silence, my heart still aches at the thought of what I did. Sabi ni hubby baby boy daw, kasing laki ng palad niya. Kita ko din sa mukha niya yung konsensya, pero it wasn't just me who decided to do this but I asked him multiple times and his final decision was to do this as well.

We decided and bought materials for making a house plant na malaki and buried our baby there. Wala kasi kaming access sa mga isolated lands dito or cemetery, also it felt a tiny bit nice to feel like he is still with us by burrying him in a house plant and watching it grow. My husband and I made our own promises to our little one aside from being better people and to make sure this will not happen again. If ever I do get pregnant ulit, whatever happens, I will make sure we will not end up with the same decision again. The guilt is too much.

Today is my 5th day of recovery and my bleeding is at moderate, I plan to take the anti hemo later today kasi irregular yung flow ng bleeding ko, minsan spotting madalas moderate to heavy. Anyone that's in the same boat as I am, please make sure you are 100% into doing this. Hindi biro yung konsensya. Whenever I see kids when I am outside, matik yung baby namin agad naiisip ko. I avoid watching vids with pregnant women, or even babies. Maybe someday I am able to cope but today, I am welcoming the pain and guilt of my choice.



#4 Guest_Kitty Cat_*

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Posted 26 April 2022 - 05:36 PM

Hello sis. 18 weeks ako pano pala yung sa chord ng baby kusa ba maalis baby don?

#5 Guest_Jojo_*

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Posted 03 May 2022 - 10:54 PM

Hello yung kit po ba na 1 mife 6 pcs miso pwede yun sa 10-13 weeks?





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