I know everyone reading through this blog is anxious or really scared. We think we made a “mistake” with a partner, a fling, or a husband. But I do not want to call it a mistake. It was our choice at some point, but we are just not ready for the responsibility. Just like me and now my ex. Most of us don’t even have anyone to talk to about this thing we are going to do. As part of my experience, and because I know the anxiety that this brings to any woman, I want to share with you my ongoing journey in detail.
August 15- got my mife kit from LBC. Very discreet packaging. Got delayed by one day because of ECQ
August 16- bought diapers, pads, wipes, surgical gloves, oxycan (it really helps during the process). I printed out the instructions sent by Ms. Ella and discussed it with my ex. I made sure every word will be followed.
August 18 (Day 1)- Followed the fasting instructions. Took the first dose. Minor abdominal cramps and I found it hard to sleep. Prepared my breakfast for the next day.
August 19 (Day 2)- Ate a heavy breakfast and loaded up on Pocari and water. Followed fasting instructions. Wore diaper, socks and put all essentials by my side. I wrapped myself in my favorite blanket.
First dose: Minor tolerable abdominal cramps. My ex is right by my side and he helped me take the medicines. I started to worry kung bakit wala ako masyado nararamdaman.
Second dose: Cramps started to intensify two hours after taking the meds. I felt blood come out. The pain started to get worse, and I started crying because of the pain and since I am hyperacidic, my stomach was growling because of hunger. My ex just distracted me by having me look at random posts online and asking me what I wanted to eat after this is over.
Third dose: My ex and I changed my half-filled diaper as I took the third dose. Light-colored blood as of now, no clots. Cramps are tolerable sa ngayon, pero alam mong may nangyayari sa tummy mo. Masakit siya, dysmenorrhea level yung pain. It’s 12:30am of Day 3 right now. Will try to get some sleep before I can finally go to the bathroom. Will keep you guys updated.
Kapit lang, girls. As long as your mind is decided, and you know that this is the best thing to do not for you, but for your angel, no one has the right to stop you. Keeping my fingers crossed.
Ongoing Mife Journey - 5 weeks preg
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