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Negative na after 2 weeks of abortion (EXPERIENCE)


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#1 ms_august

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Posted 15 August 2017 - 12:07 PM

Hi! After I terminated my baby, ayoko na sana balikan yung alala like mag oopen ng account ko dito kase maaalala ko lng yung experience namin ng anak ko pero theres a part of me na gusto ilabas yung nararamdaman ko dito.
I had the procedure July 30, 2017, Sunday. I was 7-8 weeks pregnant. Binili ko yung Cyto Kit from Ella. I decided not to continue my pregnancy for some reason. May sarili naman tayong rason bakit pero alam kong labag sa kalooban natin.
So ayun, lumabas baby ko around 12:30-1:00 AM but hindi pa ako sure nun na sya na yun pero malaki sya. 5 days after termination, I had a severe headache, na parang hinulugan ng mga bato yung ulo ko and sinabayan pa ng matinding cramps. kinagabihan nun nilagnat ako ng sobra at super nanghihina. kinabahan ako kaya tinext ko si ella pero sabi nya its normal so ayun tinulog ko nlng. Hindi pwede umabsent sa work kaya uminom ako ng Ibuprufen kahit alam kong hindi pa pwede. Kinabukasan naging ok ako. pero 3 days after nag lactate ako. Hindi ko alam bakit may gatas na lumalabas sa boobs ko ng time na yun. Tinext ko ulet si ella kase baka may baby pa sa tiyan ko, pero sabi nya its a good sign daw na di na ako buntis. kusa daw mawawala yung gatas na kusang lumalabas so ayun naging panatag loob ko. Hindi na din sumasakit ulo ko, wala na akong cramps so feeling ko okay na. Binasa ko ulet procedures na sinend ni Ella at sabi dun after 3 weeks na mag PT ulet pero nag PT ako kahapon, 2 weeks pa after ng termination and yung result is Negative na. Hindi ko alam pero nung nalaman kong negative, bigla ako naluha, hindi ko alam anong iffeel ko. naiyak ako nasaktan dahil alam ko wala na anak ko pero at the same time, I felt relieved. Grabe yung panghihinayang pero wala ako choice. I told myself I will never ever do this again. Everyday, kinakausap ko anak ko sa isip ko at nagsosorry. Im still hoping and praying na someday, babalik sya ulet sakin.
Sa lahat ng gustong mag terminate jan, tibayan nyo loob nyo and mag pray kayo lagi.

ito na last post ko dito sa blog. Ayoko na ito balikan pa.

Salamat Ella sa tulong and Salamat sis Jaja for being with me throughout the procedure 2 weeks ago (thru text)

God bless us all and Sana He will forgive us.




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