I ordered Mife kit kay ms. Ella coz according sa research q s net, mukha namang legit. And she is indeed.First take ng Mife: no effect sakin. Chill lang sa house.
Then nag-check in na ko sa hotel the next day coz walang nakakaalam sa bahay na preggy ako and sa plan kong gawin. I prepared eveything sa bedside ko like my phone and charger, the pills, adult diaper, napkin, tissue.. para di na ko masyado tatayo.. I even put underpads sa bed just in case magBleed ako ng malakas. Nagsuot na rin ako adult diaper bago magStart.
1st dose ng cyto: wala p rin effect..watch lang ako tv
2nd dose ng cyto: nagChills n q so I turned off the AC..then cramps na but tolerable
Ramdam ko na yung fever, giniginaw so nagChills nanaman (on & off ang chills). Cramps still tolerable.
After last dose: wala ng chills. Pero may fever pa rin. I wanted to sleep but I couldn't. Di ko alam paano ppwesto sa kama dahil sa cramps.. it was a little bit worse than dysmenorrhea pero kaya naman dahil siguro mataas pain tolerance ko ..but it was so uncomfortable na di ako nakatulog.
may kasama ng blood pero di ganun kadami so I did some jumping jacks.
..3x yata ko nagpoop till magCheck out ako ng morning. Bleeding ko every poop lang. Then Every after poop, jumping jacks. Pain ko ganun pa rin, di alam paano ppwesto but I went to the mall p rin dahil may planned lakad ako with my fam and ok na rin para makapagWalking. Umabot na yung gabi but pain is still uncomfortable though I was able to fall asleep dahil na rin siguro sa pagod.
Then early morning on my 4th day para kong naPoo2p na di ko maintindihan so I immediately went to the the toilet and dun lumabas na yung fetus along with the cord and placenta still attached. It was a baby boy.. my first baby supposedly
I prayed and said sorry. I took a warm bath pero saglit lang then may lumabas pang blood clots. Nawala na yung pain after niya lumabas. Pero medyo nanghihina ako.I swear I will never do this again. And habang buhay ko tong dadalin.. I think I will never be the same again naiyak din ako and still napipicture ko pa itsura niya :'( I hope mapatawad tayo ng mga babies natin and ni God.
