Just want to share how I got through this journey.

I'm always cautious about my monthly period, so when things got a little bit delayed I always get paranoid. I had a feeling that I'm pregnant because of the early preg symptoms I felt , plus I'm 5 days delayed that time. I asked my staff to buy PT to check if if I'm right.
I did the checking and it showed me faint line. I googled the meaning of it and it showed me that it means positive.
I was so nervous , it cant happen . i texted a friend and told about the situation and forwarded her the result. She advised me to do it again with the morning pee because it is more accurate. I did what she told me. It showed two lines.
My friend asked me if I'm pro life or choice. I told her I can't to this , I said I need an option . she told me if things get worst, we always have a choice. I told her I will see an ob-gyne first then I'll decide.
Fast forward, it is confirm so I asked her the option, she gave me the number for the meds and I immediately contacted them . after paying Sunday afternoon, I got the meds Tuesday afternoon. I research everything about it.
I did it last April 24 , the procedure lasted for12hrs. I experience everything from the chills, fever, lbm and etc. April 25 , I bleed with big clots on it . the following day the bleeding became less, I was worriedthat it didn't work. Then the bleeding became heavy with clots again. All through out the procedure I didn't see any sac or something so I was worried. I bled for 11 days . I went to the on to check if it okay. She checked my V and said that it was clean. I asked her if I'm pregnant , she offered PT. It showed 1 line. One clean line.
That's the time I can finally breath.

I'm not proud of what I did. But this is not the time for this blessing . if everything is set and I know I can do it. I hope I can have you again.