If you think that Im already recovering, HINDI PA. I havent even gotten my kit sent to me yesterday. This blog is about how I, we, everyone who had the same problem and gone through the abortion, those who are planning, will RECOVER after abortion. I made this because I cant tell anyone about my condition. Sobrang painful lang ng nararamdaman ko and im sure everyone here feels the same way. Magkakaiba lamg ng rason pero alam kong pare pareho lang tayo ng nararamdaman.
I already have a kid. She's turning 2 this oct, and may live in partner ako. Daddy ng anak ko. 2015 Nung unang magbuntis ako, I wasnt ready but I decided na ituloy. Sobrang nahirapan ako sa 1st 3 mos reason for me to resign sa work ko nun. Bedrest for 3mos kasi mahina yung baby. Mababa rin uterus ko kaya anytime, malalaglag sya as per the OB. Naawa ako sa anak ko, nagdecide ako ituloy yung laban para lamg mabuhay sya. Supportive naman nung una yung partner ko, but months passed. Nakikita ko naring hirap sya. We had a very hard time to continue the life with our baby, physically, financially, EMOTIONALLY.
After 1 and a half, malaki na yung baby ko ngayon. 1 yr na rin ako sa work ko. Sobrang happiness tung binibigay nya sakin. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, i cant afford to have another baby kasi di pako ready physically ulit lalo na financially. Ako lang kasi may trabaho ngayon smin ng partner ko. I cant stop working kundi magugutom kami. Lalo na anak ko.
But recently, saturday lang nung nagpt ako kasi iba na feeling ko. 1month narin akong delayed. I cried alot when I saw that its positive. Gumuho mundo ko. May balak pa naman sana ako magcontinue sa pag aaral. Lahat na naisip ko.
Sobrang down ako ngayon. I cant even feel na supportive partner ko. Lagi pa naman kami nag aaway. I know na kasalanan gagawin ko pero di ko talaga kaya magbuntis ulit at huminto sa work. Madidissappoint ko rin mama ko kasi for the 2nd TIME. Kaya im planning to do abortion tomorrow. Alam kong magiging masakit physically, pero MAS emotionally. Sa lahat ng nakaranas at mararanasan to, please. Magsilbi sanang aral satin to. And i pray that everyone of us will RECOVER eventually. Not just physically but EMOTIONALLY 100%.
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Posted 08 April 2017 - 11:30 PM
Sis, good luck sa procedure mo tomorrow. Feel na feel ko lahat ng sinabi mo. Yung physical pain kayang kaya natin siguro, pero yung emotional at psychological, parang hindi siya mawawala. Part na siya ng buhay natin. Kaya I pray din na maging malakas tayong lahat.. at sana mapatawad tayo ni God. Lalong lalo na sana mapatawad natin yung sarili natin. 
update ka sis kung kumusta yung procedure mo ha. Ako done na ko nung March. Recovering nalang ngayon pero medyo kinakabahan pa din at praning. Hindi siya madaling iisantabi kahit ang dami dami mo nang ibang iniisip at ginagawa. Pero kakayanin. Lakasan lang ng loob. Praying for you sis.
update ka sis kung kumusta yung procedure mo ha. Ako done na ko nung March. Recovering nalang ngayon pero medyo kinakabahan pa din at praning. Hindi siya madaling iisantabi kahit ang dami dami mo nang ibang iniisip at ginagawa. Pero kakayanin. Lakasan lang ng loob. Praying for you sis.
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