Hi!

I didn’t buy kay Ms Ella since meron dito mas malapit sa area namin and my friend referred me dun sa seller so I took the risk and bought Rotec (Miso). Bale, 8 tablets and 4 anti hemo yung binigay sakin nung seller.

Fasting for four hours, pinainom din ako ng buscopan venus 1 hour before the procedure and then pina-insert yung 6 tabs ng miso and ininom ko yung 2 tablets.

Medyo matagal ako naghintay for pain kasi nag-start ako ng procedure 8:40pm and natapos around 3am na.

Pain is unbearable. Although stages yung pain nya and yung duration ng hilab mas tumatagal mas lalo sumasakit.

I followed the instructions na bawal tumayo and to elevate my feet habang naka-insert yung miso. My husband also helped made sure na nakapasok ng malalim yung meds.

Around 2am sobrang intense na nung pain as in 10000/10 and akala ko hindi ko kakayanin. Nagsquat lang ako and nakaramdam na may malaking bubulwak so umiri lang ako at ayun lumabas na yung fetus with gush of water and blood.

Mejo mahapdi yung feeling paglabas nya kasi malaki na sya as in buo na. Nagstruggle din ako kasi nakakakabit pa yung umbilical cord so I stayed in my squat position for a few minutes at sinabayan ko ng iri hanggang sa lumabas na rin yung placenta.

Hinang hina ako after pero I have to clean myself and also my baby. Good thing hindi ako masyado nahirapan maglinis because I bought underpads and nilatag ko lang sya kung nasaan ako nakapwesto. I also wore Charmee maternity undies and sakto paglabas ng fetus, nasalo sya ng undies and hindi na rin ako nahirapan dun ko na din sya na-wrap and nilagay ko sa shoe box.

Now andito si baby sa tabi ng bed ko and I apologized to him kung bakit kinailangan ko gawin ito. As much as I would like to continue my pregnancy, hindi na rin namin kakayanin ni husband because we have 3 kids already. I’m sorry baby and sana mapatawad mo si mommy sa nagawa ko.


Planning to bury the fetus tomorrow, magpapalakas lang ako because until now mejo madami blood lumalabas at konting cramps sa abdomen and back.

To everyone reading this, we have different reasons why we did what we did pero we should also take this as a lesson and practice safe sex kasi hindi lang si baby ang affected, sobrang painful and at risk din tayo while doing the procedure.

I hope this helps. If ever you’re about to do it or thinking of doing it, pagisipan at pagusapan nyo ng partner nyo. Be ready and lakasan lang talaga ng loob.

Hi! ilang month po pregnancy nyo?