Hello everyone. I want to share my own experience. I was 7 weeks pregnant. Nung una di ko plinano na maabort yung bata because life is so precious for me, I want to keep this child but I can't stand to see disappointment from my family. So here, I ordered Mife kit from miss ella. August 11, first day procedure nag take ako ng mife and wala naman akong nararamdaman na kakaiba except sa nasusuka ako pero tiniis ko kasi sobrang mahal ng gamot. The next day procedure, August 12, 1st dose ko pero wala pa rin akong nararamdaman kahit cramps. What I am feeling is emotional pain and sobra akong kinakabahan. 2nd dose ko, wala pa rin akong nararamdaman na kakaiba kahit bleeding wala pa rin iniisip ko baka hindi nag eeffect saken yung gamot. Then nag start na magbleeding pero hindi pa ganon kalakas kaya mas lalo ako kinakabahan kasi iniexpect ko na malakas agad yung bleeding katulad nung mga nababasa ko dito pero yung saken hindi masyado. Nakaramdam ng muscle cramps hindi sya ganon kasakit tulad ng iniexpect ko, at this moment umiiyak na ako ng umiiyak and regretting my decision, I can't believe I killed my poor baby Halos 2 hours akong umiiyak habang iniisip ko yung ginawa ko sa baby ko. Mas sumasakit pa yung puson ko but nothing is more painful than thinking what I did to my supposed child. After that nakatulog ako dahil nakaramdam ako ng pagod. 5:30 nagising ulit ako and I am crying again, I went to the cr and don na lumabas lahat. May blood clot na kasing laki ng kamay ko, and I found my poor baby, meron na syang eyes. Napaiyak ulit ako. Hindi ko na dinamdam yung gutom ko, hindi ako makakain sa ginawa ko. Until now I was left full of regrets and guilt. Aug. 13, I am hoping for my emotional and physical healing.
My own experience 7 weeks pregnancy
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