Nakailang ire din ako while pushing the baby out, nag flashback sakin ung normal delivery ko to my daughter. With my ex. I was so tired, I waited for myself to remove everything. Upon going out, I was staring at her for like 10mins. I was touching her trying to check if she already had bones, (stupid me of course she have). I placed her on a box, with his dad’s shirt on. That is the least thing that I could do for her.
To ms. eLLa, thank you for guiding me all through out the way. You were a very big help to me! + kay ate na naka direct message ko, thanks for your advices as well.
To my daughter, anak, i am so sorry, i know i dont have the rights to call you anak anymore
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To God, thank you for guiding me Lord God, for preparing myself with all the pain, for helping me to endure all the chills and cramps. (I was singing a worship song a while ago kasi akala ko di ko na kakayanin but thank God, i did
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— to everyone who will go through the procedure, have the same situation like mine, who were already done, who have questions about the procedure, please do post your queries here 🤗 I am willing to help! Good night dxb & ph!!! â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸