Hi reminiscing!
Nagstop na yung bleeding ko last night.
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i guess its all over now. I keep on praying and ask God for forgiveness. I started the procedure Jan.5,2015 and ended today. But im still taking amoxicillin twice a day.
Ok naman ang pakiramdam ko pero may headache ako and heartburn. Mild lang naman. Medyo wala pa din gana kumain pero pinipilit ko. I ate some ponkans din.
Advice ko lang po sa ibang may planong gumawa nito..
Think about it many many times.. Gawin mong last choice yung abortion. Think of things na pwede mong magawa just to keep the baby. Pero kung wala na go for the last.
To be honest i really felt so guilty. Telling myself na sana i kept the baby nalang. Kaya lang di ako naging ganoon katapang. Gaya ng marami hindi ko kayang harapin ang responsibilidad. Kasi isa rin ako sa inaasahan sa pamilya. Thats why i decided to do this.
Its really painful. Physically, mentally, emotionally. I keep on asking for God to forgive me for what I have done.
Wala akong makausap. No friends, family. I felt guilty too na hindi nalaman ng bf ko na i was pregnant and nagdecide ako to terminate this all by myself.
Websites nalang ang alam kong makakatulong sakin. Nagsearch ako. Nakabasa ng maaring maging complications ng ginawa ko at mas lalonakong pinanghinaan ng loob. Buong linggo akong dinudugo at takot na takot sa maaaring mangyari. But He is good. Kahit na mali ang ginawa ko, hindi Niya ko pinabayaan.
Kaya napunta din ako dito. Nagtanong at nakakuha ng ilang kasagutan. Mga sis, THANKS SA INYO.. Kahit papaano may nakakausap ako.
Kung kailangan din ng iba ng makakausap comment lang kayo dito. Lagi ko naman chinecheck tong thread.
Time to repent for me now. Take care yall and God bless us